I ❤ xxx - 大塚愛 (Ai Ōtsuka)

Eh! U-Kiss' songs were made for my life! Hahas. But you know, the fact that Dongho is only 16 and kinda speaks only is causing me to not take them so serious (I mean oppa?!)... And, come on, one of them is called Eli!!! This is on a sidenote only!


And, yes, I changed my outfit layout!
I want(ed) to do a completely new one, but got so fucked up with shitass blogger, that I just edited this one and gave up the other one.
Fucking retarded to figure everything out and once I understand it, it won't work somemore

I want to add javascript snow effect, confirm doesn't work la! Whatever~
I'm not a person who gets all angry, because of some technical problem~


The only thing which makes me really angry is stupid people!



Well
I have a serious problem!

The problem is, should I allow myself to get carried away by my drives or should I retain my sophisticated image among the readers I have?
(sophisticated, when.. where?)

I am talking about toying around with smelly life !!!


Playing with people is so fun!
And it's the same thing I do with smelly life.
ワー！ Whatever that chick does, it just makes me feel pleased with myself Hahas!
Like - the gal wasting so much energy to get revenge or whatever, when it's all just some foolish game by me!
I mean, I have nothing to do then visit her blog, while she totally follows mine



Well, to you maybe it's at least entertaining Hahas
Whatever, the next step in whatever relationship we have is quite a funny one! (if everything is working accordingly to the plan LoL)
I'm really looking forward to her reaction!


Let's stay tuned!
I can only tell you one part of my plan! ... nth will happen for a while
(o_ _)ノ彡☆バンバン　ギャハハハ

Ok, I'm being really embarassing! So what, I'm still young! Can confirm do such things!




Today (-10000000000000000000000000 gazillion degree CELSIUS! = air was frozen) the door rang and I thought it would be the postman, bringing me my beloved shipped-from-california-on-saturday-before-the-last tee!
I snatched some pair of trousers and rushed down the stairs while pulling them on! I flung open the door and still while it flew open I thought SHIT! FML!

Instead of a friendly postman, I saw two old grannies, which means Jehovah's Witnesses. Starting to babble at once la!
I just stood there, not believing, how I could open the door without checking who rang, and started to wonder, how the woman dared to tell me some absolute trivial-to-the-core stuff about 6000 years ago while I obviously had to stand there in the shitass cold!
OMO! Fucking bold as brass! (゜ロ゜)ギョェ
The moment I saw them for the first time, I began to think, it's a personal insult whenever they show up at our house!



And, I know, that I have a special English accent somewhere when speaking, but I didn't think it would be Asian !!!
Today I introduced Singlish to my course and after that, a girl told me that she thought my Asian accent is cute!

I thought my accent would be kinda sth like American English, with a bit British, and Singlish and sth completely non-existing
But then, maybe I heard to many Asians talk English and now I am lidat!
HiaZz, it's embarassing for a westernized person to speak with un-western accent!
Well~ Can't be helped!


Oh, nearly forgot!
I added new Christmas songs to my player!
Check them out! The really awesome ones are of course from TVXQ! Fighting
(Don't ask me why Li Xing Yu by F4 is a christmas song in my eyes!)


Chu, Ailing

P/s: K, the lyrics of 빙글빙글 don't really fit to me, but the title itself!
P/p/s: And yeah, maybe mixing Korean and Japanese in the title doesn't prove much stylistic assurance... but that's only an exception.
Oh and sorry, for misusing Otsuka-san's lyrics! (^∧^)　スマンノウ~

행복병 - 김종국 (Feat. Shorry J of Mighty Mouth)

Question of the day:

Have you ever thought it to be strange that fish live underwater and their whole life never wonder what world there could be above it's surface? Or if there's anything above the surface of the water at all?

On the other side, why is Donghae so damn awesome/cute looking? 왜?!왜?!왜?!


K, now I forgot what I wanted to say actually~


Anyways, ytd in sports:
and you all know that i hate having sports with boys and well, i have sports with boys, namely volleyball

So I on one side of the net and the guy on the other side of the net were jumping up the net to block/spike the ball to the other side. We ended up jumping against each other and since then my right thigh doesn't fell the same anymore
Like I got a hole in the muscle or sth (You know the movie Kizuna - Naruto, with that sensei guy who could regenerate his body and Naruto punched like a whole into his arms and then all the flesh was open, but healed again? My thigh feels like having such a wound)
Whatever part of his body ram into my thigh, it made quite a dammage.
I can 't even walk properly





Next topic,
'my last post must be quite sth to smelly life', that's what I thought ytd when seeing that again I got several hits from Munich in a short time

The gal think she can read my blog without me noticing or what?
Read sth negative, must go tell all friends immediately to cry around?
Such a behaviour is called pitiful la!


Anways, until now I didn't get any retarded comments, like leave her alone and strongly related you don't have a life.

Actually, how can I not leave her alone, her blog is gone? I just said that her blog is gone. How about, she leave me alone? Can or not?

Then, the I got no life story. You guys know the joke about the boy and the angler?
No? Well then,

A boy has been watching an angler while fishing. After quite some time he says, 'Can there be anything more boring then fishing?' The angler replies, 'Yes, watching someone while fishing.'

Get it? Telling me that I got no life so I blog, then read my shit already, who has less life ha?
It's like you got even less no-life then me !!!
Why can't stupid ppl as least understand their own logic (fail) ?



Christmas is approaching and I dunno what presents to buy and I can't be bothered to go shopping. It's freaking cold and all the shitass snow. Like, k, it looks beautiful, but walking is just a pain in the ass

I was planning to buy the Missha BB Cream and maybe some Laneige facial scrub, but I fear for my money! (err... yeah, I'm talking about presents for me not for others )
I must marry some rich men ! Then again I dun wanna take advantage of poor him! How, his mother gonna scold me no end!



Btw, since I can't be arsed to bother myself with that simple-minded chick anymore, I need a new victim. Anyone got an inspiring blog of shits and wanna get constructive criticism? Leave your link!



That's it. And always remember 사랑 참 쓰다
Chu, Ailing
*짜증나게 하지말고 떠나가버려 Oh-oh*

P/s: Ever checked out U-Kiss 만만하니 lyrics?
it's BRAVE! Hahas~

철없게 행동하고
약올리고 약올려 자꾸 better stop now
뭘 대체 내게 원하는 거야
너 완전 짜증나 너 하나밖에 난
몰랐잖아

너 같은 사람 또 없어 (No Other) - 슈퍼주니어 (SuJu)

I hv srsly better things to do then blogging, but idk~

Did you know that all vietnamese younger folks who live in my nearer surroudings are afraid of me?

Well, now you know.
Why? Because of all the smelly life posts.
Yeah, I can be so mean


And really, all that low lifes that hv anything to do with her better not cross my way, I don't hv the time to deal with them *kicks to the moon*


I find it really amusing, so everytime I hear that this or that person is afraid of me, I try to enourage that fear, by saying, nxt time u see that person, tell him/her that I'm going to kill him/her without knowing who that person actually is.

I guess, although smelly life shoots her mouth, she's afraid of me, too.
Hahas, victim.
But, then again, if I were her, like 1.3m or so ( that number is estimated only, she might be even shorter or not) I would be afraid of s.o. like me, too.
And also, her self-assurance seems to be not much higher than her height


Oh, how gee!
You know, this means, that I have some kind of influence (or whatever), since people, I don't really know, are afraid of me.
Not that I'd be proud, but I fancy it Hahas ♥

Although, I'm not really that mean most of the time...
But being mean is the greatest fun ever



Btw, she closed her blog, after her bf broke it off with her, after we both had a little convo and he told me that she's a stalker (not right after, but like a week later?)!
Finally realize that she's retarded la!
I mean, I don't run around and complain about people cuz of no reason




Ok, because I didn't want to tell you only this, I quickly made some sort of personality test

Result: Counselor Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging (Idealist)

[...] exceptionally strong desire to contribute to the welfare of others, and find great personal fulfillment interacting with people, [...] guiding them to realize their human potential.
[...]kind and positive in their handling of others; they are great listeners and seem naturally interested in helping people with their personal problems.

Sry, but... Haimai! I'm such a nice, friendly, uber generous person, how can ppl NOT like me? *wonders*

[...]happy working at jobs (such as writing) that require solitude and close attention, Counselors [also] do quite well with individuals or groups of people, provided that the personal interactions are not superficial [...]

V right! Hahas. Superficiality sucks! Wah! Superficial ppl are so stupid!

Ever read smelly life's blog? Ever saw the comments?! They are O.M.G.!

[...]scarce, little more than three percent of the population[...]
hard to get to know, since they tend not to share their innermost thoughts or their powerful emotional reactions[...]
highly private people, with an unusually rich, complicated inner life
[...]have mysterious, intricately woven personalities which sometimes puzzle even them[...]

yeah, I know I'm so special, everyone worship me pls!
the part about being highly private is true, I AM mysterious!


[...]work effectively in organizations. [...]
understand and use human systems creatively, and are good at consulting and cooperating with others[...]

understand and use human systems ceratively this simply means that people are easy to see through for me, which makes them easy prey


[...]vivid imagination[...] most poetical of all the types[...]
use a lot of poetic imagery in their everyday language
[...]great talent for language -both written and spoken-is usually directed toward communicating with people in a personalized way[...]

yeah... I'm good with languages

is that obvious? I wonder?


[...]highly intuitive and can recognize another's emotions or intentions - good or evil - even before that person is aware of them.
[...]can seldom tell how they came to read others' feelings so keenly. This extreme sensitivity to others could very well be the basis of the Counselor's remarkable ability to experience a whole array of psychic phenomena.
[...]can rarely [be] fool[ed] any of the time[...]
[...]readily grasp[s] the hidden psychological stimuli behind the more observable dynamics of behavior and affect[...]

Aiyah! sounds scary! but it's true... more or less... I don't think that I use that much poetry in my everyday language... Ok, sometimes I talk retarded, but just for fun!
btw this shows that you can't mess with me and it shows that I was absolutely right when ranting about smelly life, cuz I FEEL her retardedness via her blog !!!


[...]well aware of the treachery that can reside in the hearts of mortals[...]

So true, Haaizz, it's not a good trait , but I really think so (ok, maybe not THAT negative, but a bit like that~)
had a discussion about this some time ago with my parents

Sources: http://keirsey.com/4temps/counselor.asp | http://typelogic.com/infj.html this one quotes not much, since I didn't get what they're saying

That's it. Byes!
Chu, Ailing

P/s: I'm working on a lame new layout! Hahas ♥

P/p/ps: Omg! the time has nearly come! I almost can distinguish everyone from SuJu! well, at least now they are not an indiscriminate bunch of asian beings to me, but like... you know, each one is someone! and I know some names as well! LoL
except awesome Donghae and dat fat-ass, the rest of them was all the same for me, ok except wait - for - it Ryeowook, who has a very special voice, ok and Heechul the gaylord xD