Deck The Halls, White Christmas, O Christmas Tree, Christmas Waltz, Jingle Bell Rock - Cincinnati Pops Orcherstra (conducted by Erich Kunzel) and Nell Tome

I chose a boring starter image and a even more boring icon, because I have nth special to talk about.
It's Christmas soon and have you guys done your present purchases?
I have not.


In fact, I know what to buy for J, a lifetime supply of instand noodles and chips, but I'm having problems making out the exact brand and flavour of the chips that L and Light are eating in Death Note.
I man the movie with real people.
I know that they are Consommé flavoured, but J once told me they tasted sth like chicken broth?

Now, I don't know if he watched Ger Sub or Eng Sub or Jap raw?
And I really don't wanna go through all the stress and watch all the Death Note movies myself, only to find out which fkn chips the two of them eat
And no, shame on all the so-called Death Note fanatics, in no forum they are talking about this chips, they only spazz about L's epic potato chips eating scene.

Gah! Why is mankind so prone to failing? If you can't trust in the nerdiness of nerds anymore, what else can you be sure of?





Do you guys know any totally unfriendly people, seeing them you just wonder what the fuck happened in their lifes to make them become such unfounded haters, what the fuck their parents have been doing during all the years and how the fuck they can marry and have children?
Like total sociopaths?

They are impolite to the max, they can't say please on a regular bases, and if they manage to bring themselves to say it, it still sounds so fucking offensive.
To some persons, they are super friendly, yes, they can even make jokes and laugh (!!!), but then again to some they are just the devil in person.
Even if they are obviously wrong, they still think they must order others around and tell them shit.

So, wtf is wrong with those persons?
They kinda retarded?


I know someone like this, and a while ago, I was just about to blow her up
I asked her to help me with something (which basically she HAD to do, because she was just standing around observing proceedings like your dad!), and that fucktarded bitch had the courage to say 'No, you didn't help me either, when I was busy!'

DAFUQ?!

At that moment I was 1 inch from exploding, I tell you.

First of all, I have been uber busy all the time and she knows it, how could I possibly help her, I only have two hands and a day only 24h!!!
And secondly, I fucking did help her when I was around and could spare some time!!!

How dare she tell me into my face, that I didn't help her?


Not that it's just bold as fuck, in fact she even hurt my feelings somemore!

Cuz I here I am, being nice to no end, helping that bitch out and now that's gratitude for you!


Wahlao, I just stared at her for some time, unable to express my uttermost hatred for her, and walked away
No words can express the immensity of futility her existence embodies to mankind




Another story, I bought a cup of tea and was about to bring it backstage with me, when she suddenly crossed my way, said in some sort of I'm the King of the Universe way Tea is forbidden backstage!
Not looking at me for one second, just whooshing by and randomly letting slip some new shitass rule

It's winter, I wore nth, but that shitty, holey outfit and it was freezing cold where I had to wait, but no, I cannot drink tea!
But others can drink softdrink all they want siah?!

What fucking rule is this?



She's just a retarded bitch, who kinda got problems with other living beings I guess and because of her lack of love or self-respect, she needs to boss others around like dogs to make her feel good?
Really some of the things she says, don't even make sense (like the tea story), I got the feeling that she just says them, to have other abide by her words.




Actually, I don't even care much about her rotten personality, what I really do care about is, how she got rotten like that?
What the fuck can parents do, to make their child end up as such a beast?

If they didn't want it to happen, but their child still turned into a monster, they are very pitiful!

If they did want it to happen, they must have thought sth like Shit, we want our child to be superior to everyone, even if she becomes like Hitler, but she must rule the world! We don't care if everybody hates her, as long as she knows how to behave like a mad authority obsessed biatch!

And what kind of sick parents would think that?!


And what about the partners of this persons?
Are they the same? But then who would boss who around?

Or is one of them the slave, who got forced to marry the other?

It fucking beats me how you can end up living with such a tyrant...

Or is it like this, the partner is some kind of rich, superior person, and the other sucked up to this rich person in order to climb the social ladder?
Well, that's something I would trust them to do, given their lack of humane thinking.



Honestly, how come their are so many sociopaths?
Normally, isn't it natural for social misfits to die out, because they are a disadvantage for all the other living creatures?


There's something going wrong I tell ya





Enough ranting for today, I have a big dinner to look forward to this Sunday!
A bit many people around, but I make sure that I don't fit it, so I can eat all I want!!


That's it!

Chu, Ailing

사랑은 MOVE - Secret

Again and again and again and again
너에게 자꾸 돌아가. 왜 그런지 몰라.

Wth!


My life is slightly adopting a good course.
Not only did I finally manage to buy some furniture for my room, my diet is also happening (it's not working the way I want, but I am losing weight).


The only problem is my dad, who doesn't really want to go along with it.
Refuses to get my pink paint~


I want to buy some Sanrio/ San-X goods for my room.
But it's so hard to find stuffs! (here goes the lamenting again)


What are you fav Sanrio/ San-X characters?
Mine are of course Hello Kitty, but I like the brown one more than the white one, it's like a tanned gyaru :3
Then I like Rilakkuma, because his character is so wonderful, I like My little twin stars, because their whole world is in vanilla, spanky rainbow colors!
And last (but not least) comes  Keroppi ! I love his character, too ♥ (find out for yourself la)





BIG NEWS The next Yesstyle batch is nearly on its way.

What's frustrating: I wanted this green pullover sooo bad, soooo bad since dunno~ early in January?
And I know it was still there a few days ago, but since the day before yesterday it was just Out of Stock
...
There's only one thing left to say: Life hates M.E.

But that's not entirely bad, since it was a bit overpriced.


That's why my batch gonna be less then 100USD this time (I think)...


FAT UPDATE
I'm just a genious! Hand me over the Nobel Price for having this sudden brainwave!
For some reason I decided to search for that green pullover again (after having searched for it 3 days straight, trying out 1000 different search term...combinations).

And then I saw it: a thumbnail of some orange pullover from exact the same brand!
I checked the describtion site and there it was, my pullover in green! Heart Max!!!


The hella awesome thing is that I found it, althoug they completely changed its thumbnail ok?
And that I didn't gave up after so many times!

And they sell it for less now~



+ I ordered sth from this uber awesome Chinese brand called Othermix
I'm not really into Chinese clothing normally, bt this brand is just géniale. You can check out there stuffs at Yesstyle.
I ordered directly from their site, because Yesstyle's prices are like 3times the original price.





Since this post was started the week ago, I shall now announce that my father found the paint and the desired walls are pink now.

My friend came over to paint with me and at first we didn't have enough paint and a few spots on the wall just remained white, no matter how often we tried to paint over them.
Then we mixed pure pink color with water and it turned out to be way too dark.

I had to give my father a reproachful call, telling him that my walls looked all fucked up, cuz I didn't have enough paint.

Eventually he helped me paint my walls in a shade of pink which - painted over my layer of dark pink - looked like white.


Now my walls are darker than I wanted, but am I getting used to it, or isn't it as bad as in the beginning?




Whatevs, kthxbye!

Chu, Ailing

P/s: I promise that I gonna upload pics of this yesstyle batch, of my room and other yesstyle batches and more stuffs I bought!
I promise! I promise!

또 다른 나 - 채동하

Because I wondered, how ppl can blog everyday, mind every single day, I read some random back in 2005 posts of Xiaxue.


Serious, if I think about it, her life wasn't that much more special than lots of other lifes, but maybe she thinks about things more?

Idk.



So yeah, this is the 2nd day of my diet.

(I'm saying this to introduce the topic that I'm going to talk about now, NOT because I feel so high abt this 2nd day (like some mental girls would) >.<)

And I have been browsing through the #thinspo's of tumblr again. Serious, it's one of my hobbies.
Not because they inspire me to lose weight (because I am already nearly that thin~ and also I don't want to look like a crip).



I truly enjoy to read the pathetic posts of those mentals and how they are posting pics of nearly dead people saying I want to be like this! I will be like this!

Honestly, it's hilarious how sick they are.


In former times, when I was younger, I used to pity anorexics, etc and tried to help them, telling them they were blind and stupid. And how beautiful they already are.

(Yes, actually I'm a nice, helpful soul)



But I gave up. Those girls are by light years too stupid for me.

Whatever you tell them, they still wanna starve themselves and torture their bodies.


So now I just think: Why not?

They are stupid, I hate stupid people. I want them to suffer.

It's their own fault.

Even if they die, it's their own fault.



Most of them are literally wishing to be anorexic, so let them be.



They want to be skin and bones only.

Ok, I hope they will reach their goal some day (but after a few months of binging, purging, being bullied and pain~ and failures).

I hope they will end up looking like shit and at the same time think they are beautiful.

It's a very pleasant idea.

Imagine some old and totally ugly woman, who still wears miniskirts and is uber revealing her cleavage. So you see all of her deep tanned, leather-like, limp skin.
And on top of that she obviously had several plastic surgery jobs done.
And the old hag walks around feeling like sexist thing alive, without realizing that she's just a bitter laugh.

And now replace the old bitch with some anorexic chick!
Such a pitiful image what?

The anorexic girl is actually more pitiful, because she is mainstream somemore~




Last time I said, how I hated people who use their blogs only to let others know how they wallow in self-pity!

Well, those sick girls are no different!



They are weak. And the other thing I hate about humans, which is just as bad as stupidity, is weakness.

Anorexic girls are too weak to appreciat themselves.
Respecting their body is strange to them.

I hate weak people, they are so unworthy~





So, if I had the will to do it, I would make a tumblr and post hate posts everday!

Especially, because so many people there a clearly overweight!

It won't really harm them if they starve themselves to death for a change~



And then I guess, the pro-ana chicks would go wild on me, insulting me like You're just jealous, because you're a fat bitch!

And I would be like Guess who's fat, too, bitch?




Which will throw them all into a deep, dark hole of utter despair~

Yeah me!





Whatever, my BMI today morning was 20.1 (I should lose 0.4 everyday)~

Means, I'm not against losing weight, even in a (moderate) unhealthy way.

But losing weight should make people beautiful and not scary.






I am convinced of that fact that I'm more enlightened than the rest of humankind. Thus I am always right.
So, I hate it when people refuse to agree with whatever I say!

And instead of countering w/ substantive arguments they fling frothy stuffs around like Haters gonna hate!

Like WTF?!
How is that relevant to anything?

It doesn't prove that you're right, nor does it prove that I am wrong!

Also as a die-hard hater I cannot stand this phrase, because we haters hate cuz we got reason!
Just stfu~




The other day I watched Michelle Phan's vid about making masks w/ eggs.
And I really acknowledge her honourable efforts to make this place a better place, etc, but one of her sentences really make me thoughtful.

She was talking about a certain brand she buys her eggs from. This brand treats the hens all good and you know they can walk around freely and stuff.
I don't remember what she said exactly, but she emphasized the fact, that the eggs are better than other eggs, because they were from happy hens.
Thus the masks she makes out of these eggs were also better or sth like that.


She's not the only person who wants to buy products from happy animals. Many ppl want to do that.



I was a bit puzzled, because actually it's quite presumptuous to demand for the animals we are eating or from which we are eating the kids should be happy, isn't it?
Like we are killing them in order to enjoy their meat, while we could eat other stuffs, but no - they have to be happy?!


At least, let them be depressed or whatever, let them chose their own emotion, right?



Kays, of course they don't know that they are going to be killed and also I don't think that the hens love their eggs, but if we see things from this angle, are we not supercilious, but furtive?




I know that this is a quite vain topic to talk about, it's just one of the million thought I have, which I wanted to share with you.
Actually I don't fucking care if the animals are happy or not, and I don't even believe that the eggs are any different LOL







That's it for now!

Byes



Chu, Ailing

P/s: Steve Jobs died

...


Haha, did you seriously think that I would dedicate a few lines in order to commemorate him?
The fuck I gonna do.

Seriously, at first I thought it was a joke, cuz it seemed too suitable that he died when everyone was frustrated abt the iPhone 4S.
Like some PR gag thing.

In the future I should take all the RIPs more seriouls, because the same thing happened to me once already.


The only death of a celeb which truly made me sad, was when I got to know that Chae Dongha died.
I remember being sad a whole day long.


He was such an awesome and brilliantly sensitive singer, I can't put in to words what a great loss he is.
I truly feel so sorry for him and I know, we always say this, but, I truly hope that he is happy.

纯音乐-青藏高原

Everybody hands up!

I'm giving my best to blog more often, but either I'm uncreative or I totally lack inspiration.
Both are two different things.

But they have at least one point in common: I dunno which countermeasures I should take to fight either of them.


Should I sit in a cafe and watch people in order to blog about their retardedness or what?



I'm just about to revamp my room.
Finally I dragged myself to Ikea yesterday and checked up on sth that I saw in their catalogue.

I ended up deciding to buy only like 3 box sort of things from them.
The rest shall be purchased on ebay.

God, what would I do w/o ebay?





I also want to buy a new keyboard and speakers and a USB hub for my pc.

I wouldn't call myself a real gadget freak, but when it comes to buy elextronical stuffs, I'm real anal about the product's specifications.

Other than retarded technical demands, I also refuse to buy gadgets that are not pink/white.
And mostly you only get either of them.

Means, you want high-end computers, then you go for hacker, cyberspace, underground looking black ugly logs.
If you want a cute computer you will get some extremely low-tech trash and mostly it's partly grey or black somemore, like fake Hello Kitty stuff.

(The 3rd option would be to buy Apple products, but we should all keep in mind that Steve Jobs is a jerk~)



So, I want to buy a pink or white keyboard, or best a pink and white keyboard! (e.g. keys like enter, shift, ctrl are pink, rest is white).
Other demands: I don't want a wireless one, having to exchange batteries just sucks
I want it to have the media control keys (means volume control, mute, play, stop, pause)
I want it to have hotkeys (stand-by, wake up, etc)
And actually I would want to have QWERTZ keys (bt somehow I don't really mind~)

You imagine how hard it is to find sth like that?


Luckily there are countries like Japan, which always design stuff for the girls.
And I know, I suggested that Hello Kitty stuff sucks (which it does mostly I guess), but as for keyboards, they are love!

They have all keys I can imagine!




You can't imagine how hard it was to hunt down the perfect USB hub!
But, I eventually found one.

It's from the Korean brand Xoopar! (Gosh Japan and Korea, I love you two!)

You should check out their products, they are cute to die for!
Innovative, clever and they have a green series somemore!



It's not only a USB hub it reads all kind of memory cards, too!
Please, I should get a Noble price for finding a combination of both in pink and white, with white cable somemore!!!!

(The problem about most white/pink products is that the cable is black, ultimate ulgy!)


I'm so looking forward to get my hands on this cute little thing!
My desk will look uber cute and pink and neat!



The wall which is going to be pink will be decorated w/ some unique Korean wall stickers!
Koreans are super pro's in lifestyle! They invent the cutes, pseudo useful stuff and you just gotta fall in love with their things, however matured you are!
You will become a kidult!



They will look great on a pinkish wall!
I love how they are popping up! And I love sakura blossoms ♥
The stickers are from the Himori, it's Korean, too.


Since I have another corner of my room which need some revamping, I want to make a pinboard there. It should be a bit lengthy and hang above my couch.

Example pic:


It's not very difficult to DIY, so I have high expectations in my crafting skills! Hahas ♥

Yeah, and I need a new couch >.< It doesn't have to pink for a change, just white or vanilla,etc. And I want it to be a sofa bed thing, so that my friends have a place to sleep whenever they are coming to mine.

And I fear that my room will be too pink >.<


Also I somehow bought an awesome hair dryer!
It's in a cute shade of pink (yeah, most pink products have ugly shades of pink, or worse: are metallic pink!)
It is ionizing (somehow ions are shooting out of it, which makes your hair sleeker) and it comes w/ a diffusor!
And it's like 12,50EUR only! I couldn't resist!!!



Actually I also need a new mouse, mine is the wireless pink and gold one from Juicy Couture!
It is cute and everything, but I hate that the battery runs out of juice so fast. Damn annoying!

If you ever going to buy a mouse, don't listen to people saying wireless is best.
You know what the best is?

Mice, which have a detachable cable! If it's fully charged you can use it as a wireless, if you need to charge it, you use it as a wired mouse! (all Xoopar mice are like this~)



Anyways, my frn is free e nxt 2 weeks so I can call her over LOLZZz
An aso will go buy Ikea stuffs tml, I hope my mom gonna contribute some cash, if not I rly jiak chao one already lah...
wish me luck xxx




Chu, Ailing

P/s: Another reason why to buy Xoopar products is, that one of their staff members, replied to my questions at about 9pm Friday!!
so dedicated...

P/p/s: The icon is my rooom... not!
But it seriously looks like my place, w/o the mac thing. I don't own any apple stuffs...

P/p/p/s: will update soon and aso show pics of e hair dryer...
yah i noe i kinda got lazy to e end. that's y i type in singlish leh... everytime i cannot be bothered i change to singlish mah

Knockin' - Van Ness Wu

why I love you Hahahaha #notfunny
Why I neeed to lose weight!
(And this time I'm sooo effin serious! This is a promise of lifetime - like really)

1. I am fat! K, that's like an insult to all our real fatties. I'm not thin enough (especially cuz my BMI is er~ 20.4, while my personal dream BMI would be 16.7)
   
2. Compared to Asian standards, I think I am quite fat.
   I decided to truly believe that Asians are skinnier than Westeners, while at the same time I am convined that idols lie about weight and height.
3. Look at this:
   
   I know that the vid might be edited to make their legs look like super long, bt - excuse me?
   This is the bad influence of media, and I have a right to suffer under it.
4. I am truly quiet fat around my cleavage.
5. Because (you're my melody/ 너를 연주할게 on & on/ 넌 노래 내 삶의 사운드트랙/ 인생의 무댈 밝혀주는 너를 사랑해/ 또 불러줄래/ 넌 나의 노래)

I don't know how often I already said that I want to lose weight, but I was never serious enough about it.
I just can't.

One reason, why I eventually end up eating might be, because I don't look that fat. Ok I wear size 8/10 or 32/34 or XS/S, jeans is like 5.

So, when I'm bored and start to eat sth, I always think wtf, who cares. And actually nobody cares really.

I'm doing it mostly for me.
Still, it would be self-deceit to say that I'd do it just for me.
Few people are that independant.

On the other hand, I'm not interested in anyone's oppinion.

The other day I checked tumblr for some #thinspos.
And there are so many girls who want this huge gap between their legs. ふざけんな! In my eyes, it just looks retarded, ugly and deformed. Just unnatural.
Like a broken nose, a hunchback, knock knees, etc.

So, to all the girls who want a huge gap between their legs: じょだんじゃねよ!


Anyways for ppl who weigh under 85kg and do sports for less than half an hour a day, the max intake for losing weight is less than 1300kcal.

I wish I'd be better when it comes to estimate things!
I can't guess anything right, weight, quantity, height, length, time, price, age, etc. And calories~
I dunno much about my intake.

So before I start counting and going trough all the trouble summing up everything, I just eat very very little.

My standard diet plan looks like this:

• 1/max 2 two small meals per day
• consisting of max 3 dishes
• no food after 6pm

Like this, I lose 1kg per day (2.2 lbs).
I can already hear everyone saying, But you don't lose fat! All you los is water/muscles! And it's unhealthy

I don't care if I lose water okay? I drink more than a camel drink after 2 months of wandering in the wilderness.
And I don't care about muscles. I'm not a boy~ I don't want any muscles.
Not even abs or whatever. (I can't do a single sit-up and push-up LOL, bt I can do fake pull-ups!)

All I care about is that clothes, which were quite tight yesterday, are super lose again today!

So much about losing weight (one more time!)

After thinking about it for a very long time, I may or may not had already around 300cal. (And it's 4.30pm)
I will eat another 300-500cal later then!

LOL, yeah I sound like some pro-ana fucktard.





zOMG, the other day I locked myself out and had to ring at our neighbours door, to ask them if I could go into their garden, to climb over their fence in our garden, to climb over the garden gate to break into our other tipped terrace door.

She was kind enough to even heave me over the fence, then I managed to cross the rose bed w/o major injuries and stood in front of our locked 2m high garden gate.

Luckily there was a chair standin around so I stood on it and had to untie a branch of a rose tree which hindered me to climb over the gate, like a barb wire fence.

Once I gracefully mastered this obstacle (I really think it look gracefull how I climber over the gate!), the biggest hindrance of all I had to overcome: The terrace door
It was tipped.

I could easily get my arm inside and move the handle, but I couldn't turn it around completely.

Guess this is some security function, which only allows you to turn the handle only, if the door is closed.
Which means: you can't do it from outside.



Luckily my IQ is 478. 000.000.000.000.000.000 so I quickly found a string and managed to get into the house.

(I shall not tell you how, because I'm convinced that for average ppl - i.e. you - this would be too complicated.)




I'm back from my last trip (yeah I would blog more, if my life wouldn't be so busy, adventurous and mentally fertile - j/k). So, I wanted to talk about this for a long time already (and I think I have touched on that topic some time ago).


I'm sure you know bloggers who love to wallow in self-pity, all of their entries contain ironic contents about their shattered life.
Their posts contain pseudo witty and deep-thought stuffs like:

*cough*


*vomit*


*shit bricks*

or quotes like

Consciousness is a terrible curse. I think. I feel. I suffer.

I like people to be unhappy because I like them to have souls.

I know this will come as a shock to you, but in all history, which has held billions and billions of human beings, not a single one ever had a happy ending."

There is nothing more pathetic, more disgraceful, poorer, more senseless, more psychopathic, more stupid and at the same time more ridiculous than those sad victims and kiddies, who - as limited as they are - have nothing better to do than extending their own failure, their self-pity and their already vain existence, through the arty celebration of their pitiful dasein by another considerable amount of meaninglessness.

To all those miserable kids a big FUCK YOU.
Your poor fate mightly amuses me (and I guess that's what you want if you exhibit it with so much demeanour).

I hope your life will be forever lousy or better even more fucked-up. 'scoffing laughter'



Chu, Ailing

내가 제일 잘나가 - 2NE1

Wow! I just notice how overdue this post is!
OMO

I'm kind of a procrastinator!
Whatever, this post is my Good Deed of the Day (LOL)




Which prooves that stupid people will never get tired to surprise you.


How come this person landed on my blog siah?!

I think the word suicide doesn't appear on my blog (until just now) wtf!


Even if... I think I am not ugly enough to suicide, so why google links to here?
How ugly is this person anyway?


And most important: The questions answers itself doesn't it?



You don't have any option, right?
Then die lah!


Really, say she (I just assume it's a girl, kays?) gt no option, too ugly to live and still ask what to do... So obvious.



On the other hand, how ugly can you be?
Like serious, if now you suicide and get into the place in heaven where all the other suicide persons live it will be like this:


One a side note: I don't think that the suicide persons will be necessarily happier in heaven. Okay mabye heaven, doesn't even exist. Screw you~

Suiciders: Hey, welcome to heaven.
Here at Suicde Farm everyone understands you and we love you for what you are.
If you need to talk, we are there for you. Don't be ashamed.
For example, this guy was mobbed by his school mates, because his mother was a prostitute. They started beat him up everday. Eventually he suicided, cause every day caused him only more pain.
The dude over there is a maniac killer and shot 54 people. But one day, he couldn't live with the guilt anymore and suicided to end his misery.
And this is Susan, during one month, a crazy person killed her parents, her best male friend turned out to be gay and married her cousin in Vegas, her dog got cancer and died and finally her boyfriend left her to date her sister. After so much pain she had gone through, who would have enough strength to go on?
Others of us were raped, tortured or also lost all their loved ones.
So, would you want to tell us your sad story? Why did you give up on life, my dear?
Ugly person: Errr... I am so ugly, my face looks just horrible lah!
You see this, pimples and spots everwhere, my front full of blackheads, and then my arms! So fat lah! My BMI is 25 !!!!!!!!!
Suiciders: ...

Serious, it's like a joke if you tell ppl with serious problems, that you suicide because you're ugly.


Especially, because, how can anyone be ugly enough to need to die?


Fucking get some plastic surgery!

No money? - Get a job!
Too ugly to get a job? - Sue every company that refused to employ you!
Live in some 3rd world country where you don't have any rights? - There are 1000 other more miseral persons in your country, so stfu !!!




Btw, I googled the topic myself and you know what the 1st hit is?

I want to die is suicide the answer?


WTF?!
If you want to die, then of course suicide is the answer!

How moronic do people get?
Just kill yourself and your wish is granted, goddammit.


Only retarded persons who want attention would ask such a question.
Fucking not serious about their wish.

I hate that!

If you just look at the way the question is phrased, you see, that it's just a poor and lame pretence to get attention.

From the question you already see, that the questioner wants to hear, 'No, don't do that! There are always other ways too solve your problems. There are people around who LOVE you and are willing to help you no matter what. You're only too frustrated to see!



If you seriously want to die then go on and suicide, if you're not sure about it, then you clearly want to live, or not?

So whatever bothers you, fucking get your ass moving and do sth about it.


The kind of people who need to ask such dumb questions in forums just make desperate efforts to gain other people's concern to feel appreciated or even noticed.

Not, that it's ridiculous to have some no-life wannabe psychologists on the other side of the globe, neglecting their own family for internet stuffs, to talk some smart ass shit about everybody and his dog.

It's also totally pathetic to yearn for a complete stranger's sympathy.
Or should I say, pity?

Come on, where is everbody's pride?!

I can't believe it, how so many people are soo wimpy and retarded.







On the other hand, have you ever thought about the best suicide method?
Hahas

Ok, I know this question is a bit strange, bt many people think about such things.
(Like how should the perfect murder be done? If I were to run away from home now, how could I survive w/ 10 dollars? ...)


The most retarded way is like starving yourself to death.
I mean, why suffer for like weeks until you reached your goal?

And even if you won't suffer while you're starving (which is ridiculous), why wait for so long?


Also, I think at any case suffocating in whatever way is also stupid.

Because it takes some time to die like that AND whoever tried to hold their breath under water, knows how unbearable it gets after some time.


Shooting yourself is also rather unsuited, because, pulling the trigger needs a lot of courage (ok, depends on your despair degree, but still) AND most impotant the chance is that you even won't be dead, after having a bullet in your brain.


Another way is jumping from a skyscraper/ in front of a train,etc.
Ok, first of all you need a lot of courage again.
Then, the time until you fall and actually hit the floor/ are teared into 3 pieces by a train seems to be making everything needlessly painful and also needlessly prolongs the time until you reach your long-awaited death.
And, you could even survive that, fail.


Poison is actually quite good.
But there are different kinds of poison of course.

I wouldn't drink detergents or any of that stuff meant to be used for housework, because - although it kills you - you could suffer like for hourse or I dunno how long, and just imagine you drink that stuff, and get convulsions for ages until you die~

Much better is alcohol or medicine. I don't think that's very painful, but again, how long will it take you to die?
Eventually someone will find you and rescues you (which doesn't really belong to the plan).

So best is you take some poison, which is meant to kill people.
I also think that it's better to drink it, instead of injecting the poison, because - again - it's so painful.




LOL. Yeah, you want to die, but still think about the PAIN?! Get fucking serious!!





Yeah, back to the topic.

I absolutely hate people who behave in this weak and obvious way.
That they are seeking advice on the internet just makes them even more pathetic then they already are.


If someone would ever ask me I want to die, is suicide the answer?, I'd say YES


Okays, I gonna watch Sailormoon now! It's super Love!

Chu, Ailing

P/s: btw, 2nd hit for I'm super ugly and I don't have any option except suicide what should I do? is sth about apple launching a new product!
LMFAO! talking about apple sucks