星晴 - Jay 周杰伦

Heys, who miss me get cookie one
Haha

Ok just a quick αʹ☆ｚｉｌｌｉｏｎ post, since I have time now! (Actually I don't, I still need to friggin' pack my stuff and shower and it's 9.30pm !^^) So fast fast!!


αʹ☆ｚｉｌｌｉｏｎ of things I like about my body
I thought it's about time for some appreciation! This proves that really every cloud has a silver lining, no matter how much black (shit) is in the middle (funny or sad?)
Start from top one!

thanks for my

• body nearly no birthmarks! (they few I have come and go)
• hair very thick and plenty and forever healthy (if I don't bleach and dye all the time), and maybe it also grows fast!
• face cannot frown or make wrinkles!
• eyes at least not totally small
• nose bridge high enough for some people to assume I had plastic surgery
• mouth/lips very full and sometimes I like their shape
• chin quite slim, nearly v-line one
• collar bones at least, very prominent or not I can't tell
• arms they have never been fat or flappy
• wrists super skinny one
• fingers kinda long and good shape
• nails shaped like plastic nails, quite sturdy and white!
• belly has never been really fat too!
• butt my parents hint is hat good shape? idk, but at least very firm one haha
• calves kinda v good shape and slender (with right pose!)
• ankles super thin
• feet small!
• toes funny shape haha

This kinda posts very entertaining what? j/k




I say it appreciation time, but let's see how much I can deppreciate (this word why not exist?)

αʹ☆ｚｉｌｌｉｏｎ of things about my body which make me think 'WHY?'

• hair sooo much hair loss! extremely hard and difficult to style! impossible to curl!
• forehead cannot be higher?
• eyebrows where got?
• eyes why not bigger ah? lashes also fucked up!!
• eyebrows where got?
• nose must be so big ah?
• cheekbones who needs those? make me look old and manly....
• lips must be so big?
• teeth must be so big?
• underarm/armpit area what's with those fat reserves
• hands must be so big? and vein-y?
• nails totally curved =(
• chest where got?
• belly why are there these weird marks?
• thighs super big and won't get skinnier when I diet!!
• calves also kinda big and club-y/bat-y...
• calves/ankle ratio totally outta proportion
• feet super dry and ugly haha
• toes very weird shape!

Which one is longer? anyone care to count? should have made that ol not ul (that's HTML crap never mind)

But! maybe we should change the phrase to

Every silver lining has a black cloud!

Okay that's it, shall nosh on a chocolate marshmallow pack my stuffs and maybe shower... even though my roommate's bf just came....

Chu, Ailing

Old Friends (Extended Version) - The Hobbit

I have been IN LOVE with Scandinavian design/ interior lately - mainly white surfaces, either combined with wooden elements or colourful accents here and there.
Just take a look at my drop dead awesome pins please

others ramble about their beautiful tumblr, for me pinterest does the thing

So, give me a bright room (best in an old building with hight ceilings), add a bit of dark metal industrial style stash to it, and my personal variant of the Scandinavian style - put some dark sclerophyllous plants in there and I'm in I also like simple paintings or surreal photographs

I developed a real special taste in beds over the last few days. Actually my friend made me got interested into those kind of beds (I know - Oh.My.God is that gerl talking about beds?! - yeah I am). I like those more lower styles with no higher bed-ends. And since slanted legs are in right now (50s kind of table legs and so on) I really like those, too.
I think beds like that with real thick mattresses and pillows and blankets and quilts (just generally a lot of soft stuff dumbed on top of it - so it looks kinda messy) has this pure sort of naughtiness to it, that I really fancy Yeah I'm that sort of person... (weird, not naughty ).


But I'm still pretty despised by how I could suddenly like such purist junk, like seriously - where is the fun? And why so act sophisticated and high class?
I used to hate people like that and now look at me - I am what I (used to) hate . The thing which bugs me most is that it's just so mainstream.



I started this post to add a bit of variation the endless picture posts, since it isn't really me to run a picture blog so, adding content by doing

αʹ☆ｚｉｌｌｉｏｎ of reasons why I'd be a bad girlfriend 나쁜 여자친구 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

• I hate chocolate, so no giving me chocolate fucks as a present.
  
  
• I hate flowers, so drop that, too
  
  
• I'm SUPER HYPERSENSTIVE to touches!! And the worst areas are at my back around the armpit area (which isn't so bad since no one really touches you there), my waist (absolute no-go relationship-wise I guess), and thighs (again no-go).
  I either screech or make some sort of weird gasp-moan when someone touches my waist, be it girl or boy. And no you can't tell me beforehand, it only gets worse if I know. PLUS once you start it, I get paranoid and will gasp every time you move your hand and won't walk in front of you anymore for like the rest of the day. Word.
  
  
• I hate talking over the phone and I don't think that would change even if I fall in love with someone.
  
  
• I love being at home, sitting in front of my PC, doing online shopping, watching anime, blogging, surfing, watching videos of FT Island - in short: I don't have time for you.
  
  
• I HATE clingy males, those who text all the time, who get that I hate it and then pretend like they don't care but they do, those who say their gf is the most beautiful girl in the world, and all that, it makes me puke.
  And all that I can do is just ignore, since I'm so disgusted. I can't even describe it. I never text those persons back, even if they suddenly change or whatever - it's over, so baby goodbye

  guess, tsundere type is really my thing

  
  
  
• I think I'm going to abuse my boyfriend money-wise. I think I won't be able to resist. And if he doesn't like it, begone!
  
  
• I'm so lazy, I don't comb my hair. And generally neglect my looks often enough.
  
  
• I'm just so adamant. I don't get angry easily and very rarely, but if you finally succeed in making me angry, then I know no mercy. I will do sth to that other person (in the past that ranged from spilling juice over so's meal, spilling a can of sugar across the table, throwing 3 sets of poker cards around the room to ruining a DIY work and running away after that). I could imagine throwing TVs out of the window like in the movies...
  
  
• This goes hand in hand with me being totally polarized. I'm rarely something in between or find something ok, I either hate it or love it. Which I guess can be very exhausting for others.
  
  
• I'm generally super childish.
  
  
• I am an unapproachable bitch. Try to allusively flirt with me and I show you how the coldest shoulder in the universe looks like. Or how someone can vanish into thin air like they never existed. As much as I hate clingy males, I'm also grossed out by compliments and chat-ups in general. That's why I either respond with a scornful look that literally screams 'I AM NOT INTERESTED FUCK OFF' or flee.
  I'm so horrified by flattery that actually sometimes my brain intermits and I don't hear what that person says and just stare blankly into their face until I gather myself, utter a small thank you and make a break for it.
  
  
• I'm that buddy type of girl. Since I don't like boy-girl akwardness (that's how I perceive initial relationships) I pre-emptively friend-zone everyone, which is how I ruin every chance of advances. It's relatively easy since I have many boy-ish interests. You just don't hey chica anyone who laughts about the same insider joke you have with your bros.
  
  
• I think I will always be a fangirl.
  
  

Hmm, I think that's it. I will do why I'd be a good girlfriend next time, because - let's be honest - (sadly) we ain't anime, so there aren't those kind of girls who totally AREN'T designed to be with someone. (You know, those relationship-resistent hidden gems~)



I'd also like a cat - greetings
Chu, Ailing

사랑의 시 - 4Men

I'm actually totally not in the mood for colorful summer pictures and everything, but I don't want to be a spoilsport either (not that anyone would care ).
Also I have like a million of other things going on in my life just now and enough topics to think about, but this is one of them and I need to get this cleared, too, so why not post about it.

This is another issue of my αʹ☆ｚｉｌｌｉｏｎ line, which basically are just lists of things about me
Today's subject: αʹ☆ｚｉｌｌｉｏｎ of appearance-related complexes

I actually developed many complexes over the years, which all concern outer appearance. Now that I think about it, I don't have any other complexes related to mental problems... What's typical of my complexes is they mostly concern features that I dislike about myself. And so I automatically scan those features on others first, before I pay attention to anything else. I might even hate them on others more than on myself.

Chronologically listed:

1. face shape what really triggered this is Korean v-line obsession I think. what created the basis is my mother.
   
   She has a super square face, which partly comes from her genes I think, plus she's also grinding her teeth. And when I was younger, or maybe even now, she would tease me by saying 'oh, what a square face you have!' or 'why is your face so squaare?' I didn't really mind, because I always thought she wanted to allege that I'm fat. Now, if she'd say it, I also wouldn't take her too serious, because luckily I'm Asian, but my face is actually rather v-shape (although still quite wide)
   
   
2. fat lips trigger: an allkpop post about Niel's sausage lips. basis: my parents
   
   Ok, so also when I was younger, both my parents would always tease me about my fat lips, which I got from my father (although his lips aren't really fat). Especially when I woke up, they'd make fun of me by saying that I have the biggest pout ever. I didn't give a damn about those comments back then until I read this stupid allkpop article. I then thought that boys aren't suppose to have fat lips and that's how it started. Whenever I see boys w fuller lips it gets very hard for me to like them, e.g. Exo's Kai, Shinee's Taemin, TVXQ's Changmin (ok someone has a SME issue). (my father used to resemble Changmin when he was younger btw) I don't really know if I should like them on girls, though. Most people think it's sexy, so I'm kinda saying to myself, that it's a cool thing. But then again, I kinda hate them, too.
   
   
3. eyebrows trigger: Korean eyebrows. basis: none
   
   so this has to be my biggest complexe! I absolutely hate it when people don't have neat eyebrows. And I semi-absolutely hate it when woman have super angular eyebrows (like most Westeners have).
   I think in the very beginning I thought super triangular eyebrows just make you look like a bitch. Therefore I called them 'bitch eyebrows'. It was one of the things I hated about this world. There are people who hate prostitution other detest injustice, well as for me it's bitch eyebrows. But at that time, it was just hatred.
   I noticed at some point of time that Koreans don't pay attention to their eyebrows at all and that they just look like fresh out of Stone Age, but I didn't really care about how eyebrows affect your face at all and it was just this insignificant observation. Then suddenly Koreans started to shape their brows without me really noticing and I saw my first Korean eyebrow tutorial. I loved it! But I didn't care that much about my own eyebrows until my friend said that she thinks short (Korean) eyebrows make your eyes bigger.
   Around that time I looked at my own eyebrows and noticed, 'Hey, I have none!' (inherited from my father as well, but can't complain, I also inherited hairless legs from him).
   My current state is: a) I wish I had more eyebrows so that I wouldn't look so plain and harsh. b) Men who have neglected, overgrown eyebrows are horrible (I don't want men to really plug them obviously, but male idols have nice eyebrows w/o looking artificial, too). c) Women with rank growth eyebrows are horrible, but I find it worse on men somehow.
   Recently, I have been thinking about shaving my eyebrows completely away, to see if they'll grow back thicker, but I heard that sometimes they won't grow back ever again, so I guess I have to live w my sparse upper eye hairs
   
   
4. hands/fingers trigger: none basis: my mother
   
   I don't know at what time I got that, but my mother is kind of Asian aristocrat, so she always pays a lot of attention to (female) hands. And hers a quite nice, and mine are, too. But you know, the more you pride yourself on sth, the more likely you are to criticize it or talk it down. Like you create a painting which you find absolutely perfect, but hmm - there, this cloud it could have a more harmonic shape to blend more beautifully with the sky.
   So what I find really uncool about my hands is that lately my veins pop out look construction worker hands lah! And my hands are freaking white and my veins are fat and blue Also my fingers are not slender, but they are thicker were the joints are like the Elder Wand and I find it absolutely un-pretty, I tell ya. I once looked up the meaning of that palmistry-wise and it's not bad (I think), but I still hate them.
   So when I see idols with ugly hands I get friggin agressive (on the inside ) and rail against my fate for not being an idol with so much prettier hands

I used to have a leg-related complexe which caused me to always compare unknown women's legs That pretty much went away, I still dislike my legs, but it's nothing like the problems I mentioned above

Ok, so that's it... My parents appear like devils who push all their expectations and dreams onto their kids (which isn't so entirely wrong) and therefore ruined my young life


Chu, Ailing

Go Away (Jap ver) - 2NE1

I'm back from a trip to Frankfurt/Germany, to meet up with あかね, who came over from Japan.

She was nice enough to get me a copy from the April issue of JELLY magazine.
Serious, one of the best front covers ever.

AND YES, I can haz an ultra cute-omantic dreamy fairy tale UNICORN CURSOR w/ GLITTER COMING OUT OF HIS HORN!!
suck it up!

Back to the topic, since she liked 山P so much, I just spent hours curing my stomach pain watching his vids, and of 錦戸亮 who is my actual NEWS fav!


ah~ イケメン!




A propos, celeb crush, her boyfriend's bro is a member of Sexy Zone.
You guys know this band?

The youngest member Yo Marius, is half-German, half-Japanese and - wait for it - 11 years old!

I wonder what his parents (especially German father) thought when the agency accepted him Haha


She also met more or less every ViVi model already (including Miliyah Kato) I'm Jelly LOL.

We went sightseeing a bit and dropped by at American Apparel's (where I found nth worth buying as usual), Urban Outfitters' and Hollister.
Their store is really beautiful, the windows show live scenes from some beach in the US. It was only damn crowded and - despite being uber popular in Japan - I think their stuffs are meh.


sweater Urban Outfitters / jeans Motel Rocks / headband Rowky / everything else DUNNO

I got the Urban Renewal sweater for 20+ bucks Ha! It's super alternative ViVi style! It's super heavy and therefore 精品 (Asian wisdom)!
The jeans I bought via asos for a great price also! (nice english hor!) You can still buy them on their own site or via Topshop for example, but not for the same price I payed! Which was less than half of the actual price!
(Pattern) Printed jeans kick ass so you gotta stock up now! I love them!!
And the spiked headband is my fav accessory now! I mentioned them in my previous post!
As for the nail color, I think it's the most beautiful I own. I think I got it from some cheap China store, the color is something like this, fruity red!





On the train my friend and I had an uber long argument about Mouri Ran VS Haibara Ai.

My frn likes Ran, because she is nice, while all other female leads are normal quite bitchy.
Agreed, but that doesn't really make Ran special, because she is unrealistically nice, which makes her a stereotypical anime figure again.


Ai is also a stereotype, but I think, her character is more individual than others. I think she has more personality.
I like that she's not friendly and all, because serious, friendly Ran is boring. (The only thing that isn't boring about Ran is her karate, which she obviously only can, to restrict her boringness)


Also, Ai is far more intelligent and thus a better partner for Shinichi. If there's a murder case, Ai will be much more likely to catch up with Shinichi's thoughts and won't stand in his way, she is even able to help him!

Ran is always totally overwhelmed by Shinichi's actions, super slow and nobody who has a lifestyle like Shinichi can allow himself to drag her along all the time.





I thought up a relationship plan for the important Detective Conan characters some time ago.

My solutions are much better than the happenings in the anime/manga!!

The only persons who end up w/o a relationship according to my idea are Prof. Agasa and Genta (sorry but Agasa is just too old and Genta is too fat and stupid)

So here goes:

• Conan + Ai / Shinichi + Shiho
• Dr. Araide + Ran
• Heiji + Kazua (meh, bt can't find other one)
• Kaito Kid + his girl
• Mitsuhiko + Ayumi
• Kogoro + Eri
• Takagi + Yumi
• Shiratori + Sato

If, according to the anime Shinichi and Ran end up together, Ai/Shiho will be forever alone.
Plus, Shiratori and Yumi (and Yumi is just too cute ok?, she is so much better for Takagi, because they are both cute!!!)
If you add Genta and Agasa that makes 5 sad existences!!!

You could also count Araide in, so it makes 6.



My plan is just better in whatever way you look at it.

And btw: They make such an awesome couple - visual-wise!


(ワウ！I didn't know about this OVA, ぜんぜんしらなかった！ - must watch!



I could go on for hours posting pics of Conan x Ai, but yeah~ noone's interested, so I gotta leave it at that. しかたがねだろう~？


Finally, I shall first do my 2nd αʹ☆ｚｉｌｌｉｏｎ list.

If you are wondering what they are, they are just a collection of stuffs that are directly related to my personality, cuz I'm not only racist, but also self-absorbed to infinity and back.

This time it's αʹ☆ｚｉｌｌｉｏｎ boy-ish facts about me, i.e. things about me that are totally un-girly and super boy-ish. I think there are quite many! I'm so un-girlish with soo many things~

• I fucking dislike any love-themed story. Means mainly almost every book and movie and series and anime with a love couple! (ok, dislike is the wrong word, there is no dislike in my life, only HATE, thus I hate said)
  Worst are rom-coms! Love stories are retarded only - and just not funny okay?!
  I totally hate how cheap love stories are! That's also the reason why I have never watchend any Korean drama! and I hope I never will!*
  
  
• On top of that - I liike Martial Arts movies!!!
  Action movies are also ok, bt there are many boring ones! I like historical Asian movies, too! And I truly watch them for the fighting scenes! My fav fighting scene is still the one from 霍元甲 / Fearless where Jet Li and Master Qin fight and Jet Li eventually breaks Qin's ribs (and heart and every bone around it or so). But I guess if I rewatched a few scenes from 葉問/ Ip Man, I could change my mind.
  I also like Lord Of The Rings, I know so many scenes by heart, I like 300, I like Matrix, I like the Fast and Furious stuff, etc etc you get it
  
  
• Hellsing!
  ok I get it, there are probably 1000s of sadistic 日本freak girls out there who like Hellsing, but I am different okay? I like how Alucard effing kills all the Nazi-lowlife vampires and tears them into pieces!
  
  
• I eat super fast! Embarassingly fast!
  I eat faster than men who served in the army!!!
  
  
• I don't care if anyone wears the same stuff as me and I don't understand why others care
• I'm mostly too lazy to care for hair do and make-up
• I'm a total bro! serious~
  
  
• Dragonball, Dragonball Z, Pokémon, Yu-Gi-Oh!, Digimon, and all the shit, I watched it all! Ok, I take it back, DB/Z is in fact DA SHIT
  Naruto, Bleach, One Piece cannot really count in, since it's too mainstream, but I watch(ed) lah!
  I even watched Captain Tsubasa/ Super Kickers 2006 ok! I know each shot (Hyuga's tiger shot, Tsubasa's topspin, Napoleon's cannon shoot, etc) just by the noise they make!!! Need no more words!
  
  
• I know and use damn many male insider jokes and movie quotes (like 'This is Spartaaa!' or 'Spartans! Tonight we'll dine in hell!' or 'Fly, you fools' or fuck the touching stuff Sam says at Osgiliath)
  
  
• I enjoy watching football (soccer for idiots) and boxing! Let's get ready to rumble!
  I even like watching Wrestlemania, but only because it's so retarded Haha. (My fav is Cody Rhodes, bt only because he's the most handsome one, sry! he reminds me of Captain Blue from the Red Ribbon Army Hahaha). I even know how their attacks are called!
  
  
• I hate long phone convos. They suck! I'm always being as brief and straight as possible on the phone. Seriously can't be bothered.
  
  
• Also, long-winded convos about relationship problems etc. I'm totally not that kind of person who likes to turn problems over and over. My advices are always clear and once and for all. I don't suddenly change my oppinion, because you a telling me how you feel for the 5th time!
  I don't get why everyone likes to wallow in their misery

*I started Fullhouse just for the sake of it, but when Rain and the girl started to like each other and Rain's Hyung was about to make his move, I stopped!
I also watched The Notebook some time ago with A and on of her friends. And I think there's a scene where この女 was already becoming senile and she walkes down a street or so, right? I screamed Come on, just get yourself run over! A. was so shocked ww (I also compared the guy to Jesus)

I'm afraid, I can't think of anymore facts, but I think there are...


Next time is either, αʹ☆ｚｉｌｌｉｏｎ girlish facts about me, or -reasons why I'm racist (I actually don't like it at all, but I gotta be honest over this...).


that's it, またね!


Chu, Ailing

P/S: I just noticed my two last posts' title start with キラキラ (_ _)
Gonna change that now!

Let It Snow - Frank Sinatra

I managed to write a pre-Christmas post to wish you all all the best HA!

I even managed to take some pics (none of me though and none of clothing, though) to show you. Isn't this awesome of me?
I demand you to accept these pictures as extra Christmas presents from me to you




But first of all, I need to write down my thoughts

One Starzillion sick lifetime goals I have :

• order sth from Minimaos
  Cheesie's online shop and it's awesome, just like her! I need some of the W♥C and Emoda stuff and maybe somemore!
• order sth from Zipia!
  MADDOG* Awesome as fuck! I lololove their style! kyaaa
• ok my life is so shopping/clothing related it's sick
• COS store
  I love their stuffs!!! They are simple and tough! It's like the stuff that Alice is wearing.
  I try to get more of that stuff, even if only half-heartedly. But some day I have to grow up, isn't it?
  On the other hand I have different fingers staying young is the hard part, eventually I will grow up on my own.
• I need a new camera! My old one spoilt already!
  Altough I utterly hate those photocrazy kiddos w/ their Nikons, I think I must invest into one this time.
  I agree that the pics are very pretty. But money TT TT
  I could ask my parents to get me one for Christmas, but I never ask my parents for expensive electronic things for special occasions.
  Normally I get them in the middle of the year. So I must buy myself.
  Why do other kids get all this kind of shit on their birthday and Christmas, but I cannot~
• The Outnet, mytheresa, stylebop.com My source to get hold of stuffs from Manoush, Jil Sander, Juicy Couture (I still don't own any bag from them, can?), Kiki de Montparnasse, Céline, etc ... and other random brands
• at least one pair of heels from a maaaaddog fantastic elastic brand I discovered recently.
  I won' tell you the name or give you the link, because I super egoisic one lar!
  The shoes are unreasonably high, but I fell in love with them on first sight! I have to own at least one pair!!!
• Perret Schaad, not that I think their stuff is very beautiful, but I happen to like the designers!

Okay, I can't think of any more shameful shopping-related aims in life

I spend a really unhealthy amount of money this month On beauty/ skin care products and on clothes And on Christmas presents (yes, I did buy some).


My most idiotic impulse purchase of this month is an UMBRELLA from Dorothee Schumacher

I bought this Love Tree umbrella

I love umbrellas with a dome/bird-cage shape.
They have something really exciting and intriguing about them
Especially if they are transparent. A more fitting example would be the Alexis umbrella from Gaultier. But somehow, I find it too sexy
Also the tree drawing on this umbrella is just too romantic and cute to resist!

Dorothee Schumacher creates wonderful feminine pieces, with romantic colors and chic style.
But I especially love the playful details
They make every part of her collection so sweet!


The fucktarded thing about this story is that I only noticed at home that the ribbon which is used to close the umbrella was very loose.
So I had to bring it back to have it sewn on properly again.

Oh god, I hate to leave the house for simple, lousy errands.
Such a stupid way of wasting one's time, honestly


But it's a good thing I bought it. It has been raining heavy as fuck.
The whole November has been dry and cold! My fav month, mainly because of my fav weather was a keen disappointment

Now it's raining day and night.
I fall asleep with the rain splashing against my window and wake up hearing it drumming on the glass.

There is no better way to wake up, knowing that the sky has either this non-color which promises a day full of steady rain or is full of dark blue rainclouds, and you hear the rain and it's windy.

Oh yes, I'm a traumatized child, whose miserable childhood turned me into one of these bitter creatures, whose only joy and way to find self-fulfilment is silently enduring their inner ocean of pain and sadness (aka worshipping the rain).

Actually I went to that damn store one time already only to hear them saying that the tailor hasn't been there (The Fuck?!) and was asked (or nearly begged) to come again.
I swear the next time I come, I want the freaking umbrella or I burn the whole place. How come stuffs like that even happen?

Did she disappear without informing anyone?! Meh... That means I can run another nice errand soon.


At least, I found out, that a pair of shoes , that I saw a week ago in the window, is actually for SALE (ok last time I saw them, there was no price tag and I search the whole store also cannot find, so I thought it's just decoration stuff).
I have been searching for this kind of shoes since the beginning of this year! And even more desperately when it got winter

But the German range of original products is quite poor.
I didn't want to buy shoes from Chinese sellers (via ebay) because I am very worried about the quality.

I could have bought genuine Korean, but that seems a bit excessive.
So, I am quite happy that a certain store sells them for a reasonable price

I will talk more about them next time!


Then I need to find sth decent to cook for Christmas

I am rarely at home and so I try to do sth good for the public welfare, thus I like to cook for everyone!


If I'm ever going to be famous and own some loft in Manhatten or Belsize Park, and then some fashmag is interviewing me about my oh so out-of-the-world, super futuristic avant-garde lifestyle and want to know everything about my place,

I can also answer Oh, my home-made Krapfen are famous, but for special guests I would cook scallops in cognac-cream with basmati rice. Along with with lamb's lettuce with oyster mushrooms.OVERKILL to the standard question As a very busy 21th century woman, do you often find the time to do the cooking? What would you prepare for your guests?.

Ah, there's nth like starting young. Früh krümmt sich was ein Häkchen werden will// Was ein Häkchen werden will, krümmt sich beizeiten



Ok, here come the pics of some of the beauty products I recently purchased.
I got one still stuck at the customs office, and I really wonder how long they are going to keep it, because I have to pay .50 cents a day actually - fucktards.




#1 Ok, these are presents.
The mascara on the right is from Japan. It's a fiber wig mascara, if you know what I'm talking about.
Means there are little fibers which stick to your natural when you apply it, thus lengthening them. The pink colour is very cute, aye?




#2 This is a package of masks from the Taiwanese brand My Beauty Diary
I'm very curious about Taiwanese beauty products, because I don't know much about their experience in that field (ok sounds like strange reason).
I seems to me that they like masks... Do you know Xiaxue's ads for the brand Love More? Those were also Taiwanese masks!

I have only used them 2 times so far, can't really say much about their efficiens til now... We'll see




#3 These are two toners from Japan
On the left is from Kose, the other one is Shiseido's. Both of them or for Whitening.

Actually I wanted to buy sth from Kose only, from their Medicated line exactly, but somehow, I bought both of them...
Although they were from Hong Kong, they took only a week to arrive!

Crazy, isn't it? Normally they take like up to 1.5 months!!

I used this Tea Tree toner from Lush before and I don't really think it's much use. Despite some people saying it worked wonders on their skin, I couldn't really see a difference on mine. Which reinforces my opinion that chemistry owns nature!




#4 Two cleansing srubs
I prefer scrubs over foam cleansers or milky sort of things.

I'm not really gentle to my skin and mindfuck it everyday with harsh scrubbing and lots of serums and creme.

The scrub from Vichy is for everyday usage (I scoured all the neighbourhood pharmacies for this = many errands!, but couldn't find it, so I ebayed it). Their Normaderm line sounds pretty promising, so I thought, I'd try it out.

The brown thing is the Sweet Honey Sugar scrub from skin79. I use it after showing before I apply masks.
The smell is suber fantastic yummy.

Before I got the Vichy scrub, I used a cleansing foam from skin79. I must admit, altough it smelled a bit different, it was really quite good!^^




#5 Gift wrapping scene
As the caption says. There is no limit to my wealth of ideas! And I'm the queen of traditional asian calligraphy! My artsy dedications are THE shit!
Do you see the black, matt ribbon! It's such a awesome nice color, I love it! I mean, who else got black gift ribbon?!
The problem is: I ran out of beautiful gift wrapping papier~




#6 And now, Ladies and Gentlemen, we come to the end of this post, but not without wishing FT ISLAND much much success in the new year, more good songs (TROL) and forever joy and satisfaction in their work!

I bought this frame at Ikea's for .50 cents. The pictures are from Litmus, in case you don't know, FT Island is promoting their (really cool) clothes!




#7 Jonghoon and Hongki only.
I don't like to prefer band memmbers over others, so I'm not truly happy with framing this pic (it's the other side of the frame!), but I couldn't find any other beautiful FT Island winter portrait, which had the right size.

The picture itself is of course beyond describtion, Hongki and Jonghoon together are so freaking maaaad dog overkill, it blows my mind away!
사랑! 사랑! 사랑!



So, for now I wish you a nice winter time and Merry Christmas!
I can't believe it's already time actually! Winter seems so short, or is it because it has been more like autumn lately?
Well many people have been complaining about the lack of snow and I must agree - as much as I love the rain - Christmas is best with lots of snow!

Also, may it be when darkness falls your heart will be true (sudden LOTR fandom outburst) you get many presents from your loved ones!
Chu, Ailing

P/s: * I happen to watch some sort of BMX show some time ago and one of the guys/riders nickname was Maaaaad Dog, kays?
Read in very hoarse man voice!
Since that day I can't read the word mad without thinking it in that voice!

K, I tried to find some chio pic of him, but cannot! But there is even a fuckyeah tumblr of him


P/p/s: Kim Jong Il died today!
Did you guys hear the newsreader announcing his death?

She talk like and old baba being posessed by the evil ghost of a dead samurai!!! Mad lousy

P/p/p/s: The pictures I took are really crappy!
The cam I used can't even focus so it seems ㅠㅠ so sorry