さすらいのソフィー (Wandering Sophie) - Joe Hisaishi

Hellos.

I thought I should post sth before I leave for S'pore so that you could have sth nice to read during my 10 day absence.

(Must be sth really long if it should really make up for the 10 days what? It's not)

Yeah, I know, after the last 100 weeks where I just posted ZERO this is like a joke, but I really have quite a bad conscience about that.




So, I thought I'd tell you sth about my newest Craze it's Lolita.

Yaaay~ LoL
Ok, maybe not hat yay for you.


Before I used to be rather sceptical of it, because it's just exaggerated.
And srsly who looks good in all that ridiculous dresses and disfigured Mary Janes.

For girls wearing Gal fashion, Lolita fashion seems like cosplay.
And Gal fashion is well received by male. Meanwhile, Lolita fashion fills the self-satisfaction of the person who puts it on.
Both of these two fashions are much difference to each other, so had never mixed together until now.

source: Style Arena.JP/ Tokyo New Tribe

The self-satisfaction part is a very good and fair point.
When girls wear Lolita they really do it for themselves and their comfort.
You see that pretty much from the Lolita lifestyle, which is maybe the best thing about Lolitas.

I love the lifestyle but the fahion is not really my cup of tea.
I think it's pretty, but people need to be pretty to wear such dresses and most ppl aren't.
Also, it's expensive and difficult to get those dresses.

That's why, I'm going for the lifestyle rather than the fashion.




When surfing some blogs a while ago, I got very fascinated by that princess lifestyle.
And actually I'm totally in favor of frills, ribbons, glitter, pearls and kawaii.


I decided to decorate my room and bathroom a bit Lolita to make everything more princess like, say~ victorian!
It looks very luxurious, absolute perfect to pamper oneselfs (especially if we suffer from some strong idée fixe and think we are princesses - kidding we are!)

It's also the mixture from childish toys, playful items and victorian jewellery that makes the style perfect, don't you think?





I'm only trying to make it not too messy.
I think that, because of the many stuffs people wear, if they dress up Lolita like, they tend to own many different things, too.
And they like to arrange and display them and voilà, you got the messy look.
It's maybe also just a part of the younger Japanese culture or lifestyle, or maybe Asian lifestyle?
Especially like~ decorah kei is also very messy.

Or is it just, because some Lolita wannabe noobs have no sense for order and can't arrange things, so it just looks messy?

I'm going a bit Gal-Loli.




I hope I'll find some stuff like in the pics to decorate my room with.
I've decided to decorate boxes on my own and will buy lots of gems in S'pore for this.
For living stuff (who are those deco stuffs called) I think I got to check out the English shop in my town and well~ I really depend on some good online stores.



Now~
as I was saying before, I fell for the Lolita lifestyle.

Did you know that there's more behind being a Lolita than just the princess dresses?

In fact, I never thought about there being a lifestyle behind any of the many Japanese keis.
Ok, gal's are kinda cute and camwhore and stuff, but that isn't a lifestyle, is it?
Maybe Gothics and Punks and Visual keis listen to special music, I knew that.

But a way of living?


As for Lolitas, they don't only dress very formal, their aim is to behave so, too.
E.g. very lady/priincess like.
Speaking not too loud or too quick, no wild gesticulation or insulting or laughing, refining your manners, being courteous and respectful,...

Learn to control your emotions in public. To look like a Lady (or Lolita!) you must carry yourself like one [...] paying attention to your posture will make you look more elegant and beautiful in Lolita-style. A few tips: Take small steps, carry your head level and look straight ahead, don't swing your arms, let them rest lightly by your sides, sit with your knees together and never slouch!

How cool it is, to find sth about ourselves which we can improve and work at to reach a certain aim. It's wonderful. At least for me.
Having an aim is sth I truly believe in.


Well, and then I found this wonderful list on egl called 101 Lolita Lifestyle Ideas

My favo inspirations are:

• 1. Buy a lovely floral print notebook or leather-bound journal and keep a Diary. Begin each entry with 'Dear Diary', press flowers between the pages, and draw Lolita fashion designs in it
• 4. Visit the library and look for some suitable reads while you await the next G&L Bible. Fiction: Look for victorian romances, classic children’s stories, compilations of fairytales, gothic novels etc. Non-fiction: books on Victorian fashion and life, crafts, cooking, pattern books etc.
• 5. Host a dinner party for something different, bring out the fine china and confuse your friends with a full array of cuttlery (make sure you know which fork to use for the fish!)
• 6. Teach yourself some arts and crafts, make lavender sachets and pillows, learn embroidery or cross-stitch and sew up some loli-able goodies. Other crafts you might enjoy a millinery, teddy bear and doll making, jewelry, knitting, quilling, calligraphy and watercolours.
• 9. Have a picnic, theme it to suit your taste. A teddy bears picnic in your local park, a solemn occasion at an old graveyard or a formal event by the river or in a garden.
• 24. Take pleasure in the tradition of gift giving, you need not spend a lot of money, little gifts and homemade things can cheer others and make them feel appreciated. Always bring gifts to parties and learn how to wrap them with style and elegant presentation. Gift ideas: home baked cookies, jams, flowers, handkerchiefs, hair pieces, scarves, candles, photo-frames, floral sachets and pomanders, soaps.
• 31. Bake, Bake, Bake. There is no end to the amount of Lolita recipes out there, whether you like sweet cakes and treats, elegant sandwiches or cross shaped cookies. You might like to collect all your recipes into a Gothic & Lolita cookbook to share with your friends.
• 35. Take sewing lessons, or learn a form of needlework like crosstitch, embroidery, appliqué or lace making.
• 37. Buy some essential oils and make your own Lolita scent; roses, violets and lilies are suitable, perhaps with some old spices like cinnamon and nutmeg and a dash of something fruity.
• 55. Make or buy an old fashioned night gown, you might like to make a night cap too! Read one of your Lolita books and have a cup of sweet cocoa or warm milk before you curl up in bed.
• 84. Here is a fun craft idea. Find a large round hat box and decorate it as you like. Decoupage, lace, ribbons, make it look as you wish and then use it as a space to store your accessories, memories, keepsakes and trinkets. You might like to have a few of these to store letters and photos as well!

There are so many funny things to do, but I'm one of these persons, who sees recipes in magazines and thinks, As if someone'd ever cook that shit... Dang what the heck, cardomoom? What the~ Forget it lah!


But a few of the things have already been on my mind for such a long time, so this list encourages me to do them (baking, making scents, decorating boxes, reading!)




I hope I could also make you get a little intersted in this lifestyle.


As for me, I decided to test myself in a challenge

Valse enchantée: Lolita en rêve ©

The Lolita Life - I want to become a Princess!

Well, I need to clean my room and bathroom and decorate them both appropriately. I need new furniture and I need to fullfil some points of the list above.

Regarding the fashion:
Under the cut, I've got some super pretty Lolitas for you.
Extra gathered by me, guaranteed non-ugliness (to some extent Hahas ♥)

xoxo - 加藤ミリヤ (Miliyah Kato)

OK, I'm really a no-good of a blogger.
I realize it, but I'm kinda lazy and also super busy (which doesn't go together~)

I've not been completely lazy though, I also worked on my blog in some way or another!

Welcome back again, to our wonderful Variety Show on http://ai-pan-kute.blogspot.com. Big news for our Singaporean and Fans and Travel Lovers! According to the information of her spokesman, Ailing will visit Singapore this summer in order to promot her new movie Eat, Shop, Love together with friend and also actress Angelababy. She will stay at Swissôtel Merchant Court 4 ★★★★. The exact time of her stay hasn't been revealed yet, but among fans there's rumour going around that it will be from 20th to 30th August. This movie is a big personal project of mine and has a lot to do with Singapore, so I hope that many people will come and watch it, Ailing stated on an interview earlier. In fact she personally wrote the script and is not only the female lead, but also director. Which means, a must for all the Ailing fans out there! Also because it's her first time ever writing a script and directing a movie. We are all really excited about the movie with such an original title! Asked for the meaning of this title, Ailng revealed that it's a story about two best friends being in a foreign country trying to make their fortune. There's also supposed to be a love story in it. Doesn't that sound promising? For all of you who are eager to see her live, we have specially organized 5 twin-bedded room for the duration of her stay in the same hotel! We will raffle this unique offer together with Dream Country Airlines to 5 lucky winners all you have to do to participate is leaving your name and email together with a short sentence about why you'd like to meet Ailing. Good luck to all participants we look forward to your answers. Here are further information about the flight and hotel: MEGA PWND! But nevertheless, it's a damn elegant way of telling you all about the hotel and so on. So, Swissôtel Merchant Court 4 Stars Twin-bedded room with breakfast 10 days 540 € p.P. Singapore Airlines 19th Aug Frankfurt/Main + 30th Aug Singapore Changi 841,42 € p.P. no stop-over duration 11h 55min All together: 1381,42 € what? Is confirm not expensive lah!

Booking was the absolute horror!
Actually we were so lucky that Angelababy's mom suddenly agreed to let us book earlier. Otherwise we could forget to ever find such a nice offer!

On the other hand, even back then, we went like to 4 different travel agencies, every fucker told us that flight is only 100€+ and only on dates like 10th August to 16th September. WTF?!

Luckily the guys at TUI's still had normal offers. And, I will go to them, whenever I'll travel again, they also organized my Paris travel last time and they're just awesome.


I totally look forward to the flight!

Normally when you book a flight, can't you kinda reserve seats at your travel ageny?
Idk, but in this case we couldn't and so we'd have to do that only at the actualy check-in at the airport! (I always wondered about stories of ppl, who came to the airport and wishing that they won't have to sit next to their wife, etc - as if they didn't know earlier?)

Anyways, so Angelababy and I are trying our best with online check-in 48h before the flight!

The actualy flight will be awesome!
I just super love flying!


Oh and btw, CN Blue will be in Singapore during our stay~
As if I'd wanted to see the boys, but I already said, whatever K-Pop star gonne be there - TVXQ or Orange Caramell - I'm going to sneek into their performance and see them.

But why can't it be FTI instead! (ノД`)・゜・。


Well then,
Byebye everybody! Love

Chu, Ailing

Super Girl - Super Junior M

Surpries for you at the end of post

So, I'm back from Nice.

Sry for vanishing without telling you, but on the way to Nice I suddenly realized that I forgot to post and it was too late by then.

And over there I had no free internet access.

It was damn hot there, even when we just arrived in Italy.
Got out of the bus and overkill like getting out of the plane in Vietnam.

Fucking couldn't believe it.
We sweated the whole time there, in bed, after showering, while eating, etc.


But it was super nice, when we arrived at Nice, it looked so run-down, I really wondered how to take a few nice shots there, but it turned out to be really nice eventually. In the end our group became some sort of D-Stars there, because we'd jumped into the big fountain on that big plaza and make beach parties in it.

We got to see Cannes and Monco of course, and visited Grasse and St. Paul de Vence, it's a really beautiful city!

Many things happened, but I think it'd be too much and trivial to tell you everything.



Oh, only this, I bought a street sign saying Princess Parking Here All other will be toad for 50 bucks, which got me trouble with my friends again.
But once I saw this


And I absolutely wanted a similar sign, but right now I realize that this sign's coolness is far beyond mines.


I know it's exaggerated to buy a street sign for so much, but that's one of my once in a lifetime things.

I also bought 2 totally korean style tee's and err......... the new christmas fragrance at Galinard's and err....... some unimportant rubbish.
(Can't be, I spend most out of my friends)








Anyways, my last post is more or less 3 weeks old, which really shocked me.
But you see, summer and christmas time is the most busiest time every.

Esspecially this year, not only do you have performances and concerts yourself, you also have to go to other performances,etc of people you know, so I really had no day off.
Often I had sth to do in town, after that getting home and change, only 20 min later I'm on the road again.


That's why I'm trying to make everything up with this post.
Dunno how far I'm succeeding, since I find my post always uber fail.






I got some very nice comments recently.
I will at least answer both which were left in the previous post.
Doing this on German, because I want to.

Manchmal überleg ich mir echt, Anonymous zu verbieten, weil es echt extrem auf die Eier geht, aber dann tut ihr armen Schisser mir leid (womöglich nicht der richtige Ton um seine Leser anzusprechen, aber wie soll man euch sonst nennen).
Ehrlich, ich hätte ein besseres Gefühl, wenn ich euch einfach $eXy BiAtCh oder o0Amy-chan0o nennen würdet.
EGAL.


Zum 1. Kommentar:
Ich würde liebend gern Photos in den Kleidern machen, aber leider habe ich keinen Ganz-Körper-Spiegel (in unserem ganzen Haus nicht vorhanden) und ich möchte es keinem antun, mich mit 17453 Kleidern abzulichten. Deswegen vorerst, seltener Ganz-Körper-Shopping-Hauls-Präsentier-Pics von mir.

2. Kommentar:
Ich behaupte jetzt mal ganz dreist, das ist das Licht, aber natürlich könnte man seine Frage auch ein wenig präzisieren (bzgl. der Bilder).

Und jetzt freut euch, ich werde nicht mehr so bald dem spontanen Drang Deutsch zu schreiben (den ich übrigens öfters verspüre) folgen.

I've got a question, should I or ppl in generell answer to unfounded statements ? (Cheap example: You're shitty)


Well, I reckon that their a quite a few people who like to interact more with me in one or the other way, so I bothered to code some form spring thingy myself.

Click here to Ask me Anything!

NOT

will put up this afternoon!

(I actually didn't bother to code, because I simply love coding!)
The reason why I didn't use formspring, is because I hate forms hosted by 3rd person, so I prefer hosting everything myself.


So, please, everybody, be creative, I look forward to your question !!!!



Chu, Ailing

Last Love - Miliyah Kato

Yo,yo,yo,yo!
I remember someone of TVXQ saying this in some trivial vid on youtube, so just imagine Yunho'd have said this to you and then it sounds less shitty, ok?








Yes, I'm back from the football world of Germany~ J/K.
Have not watched one full match! Of neither country!

In case you are interest, I'm cheering for South Kreah and Japan!
And Germany won't win anyway, so don't be so enthu ppl!


And to that stinky deformed kid who cmted last time:

Whatever you say~
I have been quite busy shopping the last few weeks!

But don't be sad anymore, my fan!
Your net victim came back to you with lots of spoils to cheer you up!
This time I have sth nice for you to read! Please don't be sad anymore!

PWND! victim~





I don't know how much money I spent this month, but I think 600€ are not exaggerated.

Firstly, my mom sent me out with a few 10000000000000€ to get some clothes for Nice.
I should mention that my parents are totally in favor of the Vivi style!
Which means, something girly, romantic, pastell colors, dresses, flowers, etc

If I hadn't bought such kind of clothes, she'd have killed me!


After that I bought a Samantha Thavasa bag!
Samantha Thavasa !!!!
Never dreamt of having such a gorgeous bag! When I first saw them in Vivi, I immediately fell in love with them!
They are just totally gorgeous!

I love them!


Then I bought some Fila Big Bang shoes for J., which weren't exactly cheap and well, doesn't really, count but my mum bought me then two other dresses!


And I have to tell you about one dress!
Chinatsu, Miwa and I went to some boutique at the outskirts of the city centre.
I told them that my mom had a dress put aside for me, which I needed to take a look at and could buy if I wanted.
It's size is actually a bit too big for me, but it looked so cute that I still tried it on and decided that it was ok, so I would take it.
While standing in front of the mirror, Miwa make a joke about saying that the dress looks like it costs 100€ or so and I just said it costs 160€.

Both of them freaked out when hearing that, saying that I couldn't buy such a expensive dress, if I only find it ok. I tried to assure them that I really like it, which just got me sth like I wouldn't even buy it, if I really liked it!

So what, they told me my mom was crazy and that it's a careless way to tell with money!

Which is kind of true. I'm actually not a person that carelessly throws money after things, in fact I'm quite stringy, but some things are just worth it!
But I shall think more about it, when I'm spending so much money the next time.


Now, to the pictures I promised you!

I wanted to blog, then close the tab again.

No I decided to bother you again with a few lines of nonsense!



Ms Kim Hoang is pregnant! Ok was.

WTF! The picture looks like she got a huge tumor?
Right!

I honestly have absolute no clue what she fucking did with her body while taking this shot!
But I looks like she's embracing her tumor right?

Well, the funny thing is that, this pic has been a part of her header like forever and it doesn't show her being pregnant, but~ sth like embracing a tumor.

This is her being pregnant:



Maybe, you wonder why suddenly this post, am I really still harping on her?
Yes

I check her website out every few month and it's really funny to see, how she totally didn't change at all .



Ok, this pic is 5 months old, but that's only because I couldn't find any newer pic of her face!


Anyways, her kid is a boy and without meaning that she isn't a good mother: what a poor boy!

Hopefully she'll change her appearance before he has develloped a real consciousness (?)
I think it would desvastating to me, if my mother would look like this!

I think it's the duty of a mother to have a more or less discreet outer appearance.
Idk, why. I guess I'm conservative, but do you think a responsible mother should walk around like a bitch (I have nth against eccentric fashion) and party all night long?

No.


Also, he will be damned spoiled!
And that is like the worst thing parents can do!
It isn't just that their kid sucks balls later at kindergarten and school, that he's pestering the other kids or that he's going to be a pure useless nuisance for fellow humans and a punishment to society and humankind in general (I meam, who need fucking egoistic people around? Just go, die!), their own parents will sooner or later so regret that their kid is spoiled.
But it will be too late by then.

Also, mostly those parents are too inconsistent and just suck at parental sense to re-educate their kids (which would be difficult enough if they were pro-parents already).
And they are also, too blind to see that their kid is spoiled. Somehow essepcially Vietnamese ppl tend to spoil their kids and don't want see it.

So, let your kids tyrannize you people. It's your fault anyway.


And last but not least, ignoring the fact that I hate her, that her taste of fashion is disgusting and that she spends money on mediocre bags,
she IS ugly, right?


Not normal looking, really ugly one!
Even for Vietnamese ppl!


Ok, that's it.
Whoa, posting her pic always disfigure my blog to a totaly eyesore xD

Chu, Ailing






Pics ninjad from her offical website

不自然なガール - パフューム

I'm going to make my threat from the post before the post before (#&%$#<#$%&/) real !

This subject started to buzz around my head some months ago maybe, and took shape some days ago.




It's gonna be LOVE!
My name!




First of all, it's not really a subject I should talk about.
Everyone who knows me, knows that I'm totally hating love .

I make fun of it, don't tolerate couple's behaviour, can't understand it and boys are so uninteresting for me .

I'm laughing out of the most romantic and touching movie scenes.
(I remember yelling Come on, get yourself ran over! while watching some desperate women walking on a street , when suddenly some fast car drove towards her (some scene in The Notebook), it got me shocked and incredulous gazes from Angelababy)
Most times people react like that if I comment on any love related issues.

It's funny~


Whenever the other girls are looking forward to watch the newest love drama, I'm just kinda ruining their expectations, by naming all the unlogical facts about it.
Or saying that the guy is ugly.
Or just make Tsk

Love is ridiculous for me!

At least in movies.




Although, I don't really want to believe it, I guess that my parents attitude towards love more or less influenced my attitude towards it. (No my mother is not like Domyouji's mother LoL)

You know, having Asian parents means that you aren't allowed to have a boyfriend before you marry.
Sth like this.


I grew up, living with this rule, I was bound to live after this rule and maybe as time passes - unlike the fellow Asian kids - I had to internalize it.


This sounds like I was traumatized by my parents now, but I think it isn't like this. At least not only.



Normally, especially if you are a teenager, you absolutely want a boyfriend, so one could think that deep deep deep inside my cold heart, something, something in me wants a boyfriend and is totally against my parents' will .


ちがう!!!
So not!!!


I have tested myself often enough and thought about it:
I totally want no boyfriend!


Even if some day the hottest guy in town would (as strange as it sounds) fall in love with me and beg me to go out with him: いえ No!

Totally not!
I know he's handsome and every girl would die to go out with him, but - except that my love belongs to TVXQ - I absolutely don't want to stress myself by sticking to another human!

I have enough problems on my own!

And also where to take the time for him?
I mean I shop the web, I blog, I daydream, I got school somemore?

Too egoistic to share my life with someone as engaging as a boyfriend!
Also I feel that I love my freedom more than the idea of having such a person.

Of course TVXQ, FTI and several Japanese actors are THE exceptions.
I would marry them at once (if they'd ever ask me that is~ )


So, I can say, without having to lie to myself:
I don't want a boyfriend.



Of course, once you are really in love with someone, the whole world looks different, but that's another story!
I don't want to fall in love! (with someone normal, got a celeb crush already)





But, who knows how my future looks like!
Right now, the thought of being a virgin with 30 years, doesn't scare me.

It is of course unnormal, but if it's one's deep-hearted decision, I think it's ok.
Because, what if a woman just don't want to bind herself to someone?







I said, that it's my absolutely certain will to have no boyfriend, but I also want to say, that I decided to give up on finding one as well .

Hahas ♥. Does that sound shocking?


I said that I don't go out that often, so where should I find one? In school I think I look like a ghost mostly (because I need 5min in the bathroom every morning).

Most important, I don't have the looks.

Yes, I gave up (without remorse or the like) on finding a boyfriend, because of my looks.


We girls all start to try to improve our looks at some point of time in our lives. Including me.
Suddenly we care about hair styles, clothes, weight and make-up. (Make-up - not me)

Most girls change totally during their puberty. When looking at old pictures they look ugly sometimes, unstylish, plump, totally misshapen.

Some time after that, they have changed more or less into fashionable young women.
Most girls, I'd say, became more feminine and prettier. Their features just got mature and solid somehow as they grow up.
Developping a sense of fashion which harmonizes with their life and feelings is also a part of this.


Of course, a few girls also don't suceed in finding their own style as fast as others or never manage to.
Some still are in the period of finding themselves and expressing their personality through a matching outward appearance.


I'd say that I have more or less completed this task, but that doesn't mean that you're pretty in the end at all.

I'm not (really).


At some point of time, you come to terms with your appearance and the parts you don't like about it or you resign yourself to it.

Then, given some event, you start to dislike yourself again and think about, why you can't change e.g. your skin and again you start to try out multiple peelings, creams, make-up and food supplements, etc.

After some time you again, realize that it's impossible to change it and face up to whatever bothers you.


Going throw this circle, some eventually find out how to improve what they wanted, some truly come to terms with it and some will stay discontented for the rest of their lives.


As for me, I belong to the 3rd group.

Unless I don't get a few plastic surgeries, I think nothing can help me.


But I decided, to ignore whatever bothers me (so actually it's a mixture of 2 and 3).
It's not really worth it (and actually I don't want bf, remember?)

Along ignoring these, comes the ignoring/ giving up on boys decision.
Or better, giving up on boys is a more or less unavoidable consequence.


I'm saying more or less, because of I course I'm aware of the fact that there a enough - even handsome, rich guys (ok maybe not rich) - who don't bother about a girl's appearance, but about personal qualities and I should'nt give up now, because someday I will surely find a man who truly loves me , but fuck those.

That happens to some super ugly chick, but not to some average punter like me (PWND!)

J/K, just as if, yah?
It's kinda like believing that Jaejoong comes to marry you~

Possible, but... naaahhh~



So please, don't think that I'm desperate and just try to cover it with some logical explanation, I'm totally - as mentioned above - saying this witout having to lie to myself.


I don't have the looks, I don't want a boyfriend.


Actually, it's also my selfishness which caused this decision, because I'm really too lazy to give much about how I go to school.

As I said 5min in the bathroom every morning.
Peeing, tooth brushing, combing my hair - not even tieing it up or anything, just tooo crazy lazy.


I said that I have gone throw those two processes of hating and tolerating oneself, yes.

But I never seriously tried to improve how I look.

I have several peelings at home, which my mom uses up, I have creams, which I don't apply, because they are already 5 years old and so on.
I buy cheap make-up, because the next time I'm going to use it, it's done for anyways.

Just too goddamn lazy.







So, みんな, that's my oppinion on love.

I know it's odd, but I'm feeling comfortable with it.
It's good, that I made up my mind about this, kinda reassuring yourself and giving you the feeling that you are free (and can spit every beau right in his face!)


Whenever you meet new people and you're talking about boys, I can say,
I don't want any boyfriend lah!
No, I never got one, so what? They are all losers anyway! Tsk~

And totally feeling ベスト !!!


That's unfortunately only my imagination.
I've never talked about boys really.

And, actually people should be discreet enough to not bother others with their love life.





I don't know why I wrote this.
Partly, because I wanted to note down in cold print how I feel about this just for myself. So that I can see it, kinda.

But also to all those, hopeless ugly girls out there, who are totally desperate about finding a bf.

To show them with my example, you don't need one and actually you don't want one, lah!

Srsly, I'm not telling everyone to give up on bf, because you realize that you're ugly lah- just showing you how minimal your chances are xD


It's that, it's not bad to have no boyfriend everyone.
You don't need to force yourself into it.
That's stupid and you better realize it now.



Anyways I will write about my ideal husband some other time and maybe about personal beauty.


Chu, Ailing