Friday, 24 September 2010

Donny Tang is way surpreme.

時ヲ止メテ - TVXQ

Here I go again. (Did I once use that as a plug already?)

I've got nth to tell you and yet so much.
But I'm partly too lazy and also it's just too much.

Maybe you can compare it to telling somebody the story of your life.
Everything that matters to you, how can you put it into words?

Have you ever noticed the difference of boys' behaviour among themselves and girl's behaviour?

When sitting among the boys my friend and I always notice how habitually perverse they are. The confusing thing is, that for them it's totally normal.

So they are sitting there and telling each other perverted jokes ( I mean these kind of jokes where you start to feel ashamed and wish you'd sink into the ground just by listening to it, not even telling it, or being told the joke )

Or they are painting all various kinds of dicks all across their friends things to tease them.
I wouldn't think that as being particularly funny.

I guess, if there were only boys around, they'd eventually start to fuck each other.
Or not.
Somehow they are perverted and calling each other gay, but when it gets serious they are normally totally disgusted~

For me, I cannot understand this part about boys.
Why to they have to be so perverted?
And why are girls not.

I can understand that maybe just by their human nature they are more uncouth and crude than girls, but to this extend?
I don't know.

On the other hand, I see myself, regarding my character, more boyish than girlish.
I'm not exactly a tomboy - especially not the way I dress.

But you know, growing up with a brother, is different than growing up with another girl or with no siblings at all.
So actually, because of my bro, I'm more like a buddy to boys than a girl, they'd want to check out. At least, I think so.

That's why when I hear boys doing this jokes, I'm of course shocked and disgusted, but if the jokes are really good, I can't help but laugh.
That's kinda embarassing, since other girls feel rather offended or snubbed.

When I talk to my brother I joke the whole time (normal jokes !) and we swear a lot (you see from my blog that I swear a lot). I think the word I'm saying most often is shit.
I start sentences with yo and my brother and I have a lot of stupid insider jokes.

So this is more or less how our relationship is like and I figured that it's more like boy to boy than girl to boy or sister to brother.

My brother would spam me with the progress of his MMORPGs, what's shitty about imbas, how to upgrade your blade and that bladers are the best, how to set up a pserver, about downloading stuffs, about football and how he shot this ball into the goal and how he blocked this one, about phones and computers and that stuff.

Therefore when I learnt about the relationship of sisters, I was really shocked.
Still today, I find it strange, if not disgusting (?)

The relationship of sister is incomprehensible to me. It's like the relationship of two BFFL (LoL).
They share each little secret with each other, know about their sisters favo boys and who they have a crush on at the moment, what dream they had with their favo star last night, why they like Zac Efron's eyes and more of this idiotic stuff.

In my eyes, family always meant, the people who are closest to you, but whom you - exactly for this reason - don't tell everything, especially nothing about this subject.

So, the relationship of sisters is exactly the opposite of my idea and maybe that is what disgusts me so much.
Imagine you tell your (imaginative) brother about the boy you're currently in love with or sth like that (+ he's younger than you!) Disgusting, not?

At the same time, I absolutely don't want to know about my brothers girl stories (think he hasn't any, but maybe he isn't telling me, which I'm very thankful for)

I still think that it's not right, even if it's two girls.
It's just wrong Hahas ♥

Btw, my bro knows that I worship TVXQ and that I absolutely love F.T. Island, and that I'm 100% biased over them.

Of course, there are exceptions from this behaviour pattern, but I think generally sisters behave like described and sister-brothers behave just different.

It's not that I hate siblings who behave different among each other than my brother and me, but I just can't understand it.

Anyways, here's what gave me impulse to bore you with this topic.
It's a birthday present from some funny and lovely guys I know to their bro.

It's damn funny lah,
but as I said, girls mostly find it brusque.

Still, enjoy!
I laughed my ass off!

Fuck you fucking fuck!

How I wish I could be with them and have fun together right now!

Chu, Ailing

Friday, 17 September 2010

Gifts from Sing.

Why is it so cold in Germany?
When did it fucking start to get uber cold in September with awesome shitty wind and stuff?

I mean, if I would want to live at the seaside somewhere in Iceland, I would move there not, hor?

Anyways, I'm like totally bored again. Can't help it.
And I dunno what to blog about.

It's always like this.
When I want to blog, I can't

Well, I think, that I can at least blog abt this:
How Sing changed my life
  • I'm constantly tired. And I think it's not school-related. You know the chronic lack of sleep every 2nd of us suffers from during school days. I duno why.
    But I guess saying, it's because of the time difference is a bad joke, too
  • I kinda became a early riser. Yes, you fucking read right.
    Early riser wtf!
    Until a few weeks ago, I couldn't understand why ppl would fucking want to get out of their warm, comfy, snuggy bed earlier than absolutely necessairy. Even when necessairy is just at 6pm. Then stay in bed until 6pm la!
    And now, I kinda set the alarm for 6.30am (in the holidays at 7am !!!) and wake up! Horrible!
    That's against my lifestyle!
  • I don't like my bed!
    Stupid ah! fml~

And now I shall do us all the favor and take pics of the things I bought in Sing.
HaiZzzzz.... I somehow hate it to take pics. Dunno why la~

1) Strawberry Flavored Milk Juice Box - pencil sharpener.
Can it get any cuter? Cannot la!
Japanese supermarket - White Sands shopping centre

2) Panda 'What Makes You So Happy ?' mini dustbin.
Japanese supermarket - White Sands shopping centre

3) Memo pad 'Its A Sunny Day!'
some random place. LoL

4) CASIO SL-300VC calculator in dark pink with yummy yellow highlights
The Central shopping centre - Clarke Quay

5) Japanese Sweet Dreamy pencils
The Central shopping centre - Clarke Quay

I know. Such random stuff. But uber cute and uber cheap and most important.

1) Strawberry knitted earrings!
Mad Love
The Central shopping centre - Clarke Quay

2) Spank Ring
City Square Mall (?)

That's it!
Far too lazy to snap pics of all the other things!

Next time lah!

Chu, Ailing

Wednesday, 15 September 2010


最温柔的懸念 - Danson Tang

I've got so nth to do, so I'm blogging

I'm lazy as ever, but I decided to just ignore this fact.

I think my life kinda improved.
The main reason for this is maybe that my room starts to take shape Hahas
Like, it gets pinker and cuter everyday
And maybe because I've got sth to wait for: Summer 2011

I'm really trying to try my best to improve everything LoL.
Mark: trying to try

Also to be a better person, but idk~
I think I'm rly not a very good person. HaaaiZzzz~

I really love the new layout. I love the spank colors or fairy decorah colors.
They are cute and childish without huring the eye, like maybe the Ranzuki fashion (which I still like!)
I will write more abt Spank at another time~

Today was the 1st day of school and I'm feeling like a kid.
Everyone is done with school, or older than me and got holidays, so I'm like the only one still going to school.

I mean, it's good to be young, but kinda bitter too ♥ (first time thinking anything like this~)

Being back there is rly more retarded than great. Oh, I hate to see all the ppl there (well most of them~)
I'm rly kinda sick of tây ppl. Actually I told a. that I would sit in the very last corner of the classroom all by myself.
Srs can't be bothered to live with them. Hahas ♥

Well, I think, it's decided - when I'm older, I want to go back to Asia, live there la. I just worry about the non-existing public holidays there.
Here in Europe they got so many holidays and stuff because of their religion, that's rly practical.

In Asia they dun even know the day Buddha died or was born to celebrate this day!

Since I'm back from Sing I listen to Jay Chou (and other Chinese musicians) non-stop.
I really love Zi Dao Zi Yan one of the songs of his new album The Era.
The melody is kinda of offbeat, not too slow but dynamic and still got a touch of sadness and bitterness in it. (And got the Citroen GT somemore WTF)

I like such kind of songs. Like Big Bang's Haru Haru or Top of the world.

On the plane I listened to much music too. I hardly watched any movie.

On the flight there they had not that much music, but on the flight back they had everything!
SHINee album, TVXQ Mirotic album, Big Bang, 2PM, Kara, Lee Hyori, everything.
Also Jap stuff like Kat-tun or Arashi best of's and much more.
Really everything!

Oh, in case, you watched You're beautiful and like the CN Blue guy, I saw him in real life on the fan meeting.
And as I knew before, the CN Blue guys are ugly not very good-looking for Korean stars.

Do you want to know more about Sing?
I'm not sure if you're interesting so I won't say much about my stay there, but it was the best time ever in my whole life

And I bought much stuff, which I'm going to show you F-Cuz (I rly wonder what f-cuz means, could it mean of course?)
Also, when I came back, I noticed, that I spent to little money. I should've bought everything I see.
Next time, I wll do better Hahas ♥

I lost some weight in Sing and trying to keep this up overhere.
I suceeded in so far as that I at least didn't gain weight again.

Btw, I wanted to buy an appointments book in Sing, but they only got like those cute Korean style notebooks there. I mean without a calender.
So I bought one back in Germany, of course without any cute design.

It's black and from Moleskine of course, it looks like Tom Riddle's diary.
I'm trying to scrapbook it a bit and to decorate it with stickers
Just stupid, that i didn't bought any in Sing~

Whatever, it's black btw and I rly love it.
Because it's so... it's softcover, so you can bend it.
That's what I like abt it. Hahas

Well, I think, I just told you like a million things, so I've rly put in my time.
I gonna go back live in my spanky paradise and dreaming again

Chu, Ailing