風をさがして - 矢口 真里 ft Straw Hats

w00t I'm blogging! Ha!

Yes, and I couldn't even think of a nice, catchy, witty opening for this post, so it gonna be all lame.

I finally found the time to blog. Right now, it's shortly before my midnight dinner consisting of instant noodles. ❤
+ I'm super tired lah.


I have been super busy, like I told you. Been studying, studying, studying, running around in the city, to get things.

And now that I'm free, I'm totally occupied w/ friends somehow. We are either shopping, eating out, watching DVDs or going out. Ok, just one time and it was like a nightmare, because I met some sick guy, who spoke in English, French and German too me. And at the end he wanted to be/was nearly all over me. Yuck! On a side note: when ytd we were at Pizza Hut's, my frn told me that some guy kept starring at me?! I know that 3hree guys arrived, and one of them wanted to sit at a table opposite of ours, but then his friends called him to another place. 왜? I swear, I'm super ugly, maybe that's why. Hahas ❤

My room looks like retarded. Everytime I step in, I'm just like fuck and walk out again. And then my bathroom. OMG! I dunno how it exactly happened, bt my hair dryer and curling iron lie on the floor in a cable tangle (and no, I didn't pick the mess up Hahas ❤).
I ordered some korean plastic bag holder, to use it as a trash bin for my bath room. It came from Hongkong and took 1month and 4days to arrive. Srs, this isn't normal. I'm going to the site of Hongkong embassy or state site or whatever, to write some hate mail! And then the thing doesn't even look like the describtion pic. FU
I just recovered from a 1,x month chronic cough. It isn't really gone, bt much better than 1 week ago or so. Really strange. My father would make me tea non-stop back then.
But now I'm barely at home, I barely see my parents (at least it feels like that). I really have a bad conscious, because of that.

Tomorrow I meet friends again in order to get some other things, maybe shoes and jewelry, and maybe we'll go to the fair.
Actually, I wanted to visit A., bt sth happened so I had to postpone that to next week. I gonna stay a few days at her place then.

Since, we have lots of free time now, my frn and I wanna start some projects.
We are planning to do some sports (yes, I'm going to do sports like regularly. which is sick, bt I gonna give it a try.. or better I hv to, if I subscribe for like half a year). I wanna hv a personal plan thing! Then we are going to do some language courses and some photoshots. I gonna try to blog more and... we'll see. I should get more active about home to-do's (i.e. cleaning, etc). Also I want to go on a fast for maybe a week +. Not like relinquishing sweets or alcohol, bt to stop eating. It works that way: in the beginning you take some laxative, to clean your stomach and guts and stuff. Then you just don't eat anything but drinking over a certain time. I already know 3 people among my connections who did this, and so yeah. I gonna try it out. Actually it's for purging your body, bt I'm doing it, cuz it's an interesting challenge and because it wanna lose weight. *fail*



That's it. See you.

Chu, Ailing

P/s: I absolutely don't like my current background! Gotta change it1

君のそばで - 김정훈

49N

A short post to keep you all up to date.


In order not too cold-heartedly ignore the situation of Japan:

Ay me!
I guess it's because Japan and not Haiti, or Tunisia or whatever country I don't care about, but I'm about to cry whenever I see the people looking for their family and friends.
Yes, I am so sorry for all these people. I have a heart.

And 2ndly, I'm sorry for Japan, for the old villages which vanished under the floods, for the future of J-Pop and Gals and J-Dramas and Anime.

Oh my, why why why?
Why did they effin had to build that thing on the coast >.<

But, when it comes to such things I'm always like a blind optimist.
Everything will be alright. そう 信じて!

Enough of that stuff, talking doesn't help!
Pray instead j/k




Mega inspired by twitter's #100factsaboutme
I decided to randomly write trivial stuffs about my eating habbits to amuse the masses.


行け 行け Go! Go! 行け 行け Go!

1. I only eat the white part of eggs, I never eat the yellow part. NEVER. since I can think
2. I NEVER eat the starting and ending part of bananas and pickled cucumbers. I guess I find these parts disgusting.
3. When eating a chicken (the Asian way) I only eat the white meat. Never the brown
4. I would rather starve then eat something I don't like
5. I vomit whenever I taste the taste of fat in my mouth ( I never eat fat)
6. I work greatly as an indicator for expired food. Not only can I smell expired food (with an astonishing accuracy) I also immediately get diarrhea when I still ate it
7. I even get diarrhea when I eat something that I don't like
8. I love to drink sprite, lychee juice, bayram tea with sour cherry nectar and tea candy, Chinese plum wine.
9. I hate coke and coffee. Never drink.
10. I avoid eating strawberries and mandarines as well as I am able. Not that I don't like them, but the risk of picking one which tastes awful is too high. (cf. point 3)
11. I only eat the color red when it comes to sweets (cherry lollipops, red gummi bears, etc), but never the color brown (chocolate) or yellow/orange (lemon-/orange- flavoured stuff).
    I only drink the color yellow/orange (lemon ice tea, etc) when it comes to beverages, but never the color brown (coke).
    I only eat the color brown when it comes to cakes or yoghurt (chocolate cakes), etc, but never the color yellow/orange (cake with lemons etc) or red (rasperry yoghurt, cakes with currants, etc).
12. I don't eat disgusting looking food (ranges from snails to this strange singaporean raw egg stuff).
13. I can eat soooooo much when something is yummy. Soooo much, it's already embarassing
14. I (and J) are the only persons who know the two the disgusting flavours earth and carpet.

Last but not least

The German Glamour is raffling 3hree Online Workshops with one of their authors.
She will proofread about writing and help 3 people to write their own short story or novel.

Actually, I would like to do that.
But, I doubt that I will manage to write a whole novel. I honestly don't have enough stamina.

And short stories ain't worth a workshop of 6 months. Seriously.
A short story ranges in length from maybe 1 site to 2.


Also, I think it's too much focused on story telling.
I would like it if they'd also support more abstract writing.


Okays, although, the article is shit I don't really like the promoting article in the magazine itself, I think, this would be an interesting experience.
I belive in passive learning if you understand what I mean by that.


Err... apply here

Note: It's an online workshop, so all you need is a way to access the internet.


And the magazine emotion (don't ask me why my mother is bringing them home) is also kinda holding an audition for 20 stories which will be printed in a book published by dtv.
The topic of these stories is My most beautiful crisis (eh?)

Anyways the 3hree best stories will also be published in the magazine itself and the best author will be able to participate in a journey to an author-workshop at some castle and get more material prizes.

more information



So, if someone of you is interested why not.
If I would win the 2nd competition I would take the money (or whatever it is) and shortly before the journey begins I'd say, I got sick. finito






I got kind of off-topic in the end.
dot


Whatever.


Have fun everyone, I'm a bit busy atm.
So, unfortunately, I can't blog very often.


This post is quite a reassuring vital sign of me, so I think I can seclude myself from the public again without inducing anyone to call the police.


But in about 3 weeks or so, everything will be over and yeah, I have more time to talk then. Hahaha


Chu, Ailing

P/s: John-hoon (the singer of the song I linked above) totally is a combination of Jonghoon and Wonbin! and Donghae!
OMG HOW HARD CAN IT GET! I LOOOOVE HIM!!! LOVE!

旅立つキミへ - RSP

Ey Yo Finally!
Is this what you've been waiting for?
BRAND NEW GD I'm all by myself but it's all good
You're My HEARTbreaker - DJ and YG



Before I forget it, I just had a vision of the blogosphere Spring '11

I saw pathetic fashion bloggers with deadly boring outfits posing on the most random arse ends of nowhere in the only misplaced way possible.
Through this pictures the watcher should get a feeling for the non-existing beauty of dirty, unaestethic cities in early rainy, cold, windy spring.

Thanks, no la!


Wow, I'm like starting to blog more often again after such a long absense!^^


What my life is busy can? I got a lot of model jobs to do nowadays, then there are those 2 movies, from which I still have to read the scrips and my kingdom also needs a ruler!



Idk, if anything happened the past months, forgot everything~



Cyworld

I'm desperately trying to register at Cyworld, but the effin site just won't send me the damn registration number.
FUCK 네이트!

I think I'll try with a different number >.< I'm super frustrated while knowing that that's absolutely unnecessary.
Ah~ I feel how I age through all this stress. orz 두통

At this point, I might also add, shitass Korea lah!
Did you know that Koreans get some number when they are born, so every Korean is kinda person #34506730456 ?
And if Koreans want to register at Cyworld (which is a fucking social network for fucktards!) they need that stupid number?

Sick surveillance state!
(I think the question if I'll ever gonna be a Korean star is solved now Hahaha!)


Ok, I see there are advantages like safety (can't make several accounts to cheat around and all those stuff), but people's private life and their entertainment activities are none of a goverment's bussiness.
Especially if 90% of those people are retarded teens.
It's like checking each persons taste in music!
Or food!
Or fashion!
Or favo color!

Come on lah!

Yesstyle

My stuffed arrived today, bt I wasn't at home.
They left me a notice and the stupid postman unauthorizedly made a circle around the option You can pick up the parcel at our location somewhere in the middle of nowwhere.

wtf n00b!


Another option on that notice was to request another delivery by calling a chargeable number.

money-grubbing!



I never in my life picked up a parcel which hasn't been stored at our local post office.

This time, I just mailed DHL to tell them to deliver it again to me.
If they had answered that they wouldn't, I would have told them that I got the swine flu and am quarantined.

But they told me that the parcel will be delivered again tomorrow between 8am-12am.
Nice, I got to skip classes!

복통 (really lah!)






fnc

I checked their auditions and really the people there are so mediocre (and some are shitty), (even) I could apply for a dunno-how-its-called! (I mean some sort of trainee thing? or... beats me~)

+ it seems to me people get extra points when they're able to sing in proper English. 中津! - 先輩! - Yeah!


But I highly doubt that they would accept someone so easily.
I can't really evaluate how skilled the CN Blue guy is but Hongki is pure awesomeness!


Well, just some thought of me~






LG Lollipop

Ok, this title is really misleading.

I'm getting strange phone calls recently.
The first one was some Chinese person(s). Who said 'Wei' like a hundred times and two Chinese sentences I could not understand うーん （+_+）


Then this morning when I was still sleeping Unkown ID called.
I kinda noticed that my alarm (Boyfriend - Lee Minwoo) rang several times before, so when suddenly my call-ringtone (Lollipop - 2NE1 & Big Bang) sounded I was a bit confused and looked at my front LED display.
The lights showed that someone called and not an alarm clock (like usually).
Anyways I picked up too late and now I dunno what I should think of the whole story.


It's really strange, because there's actually just a handful of people who have my number (and two of them would speak English with me and not Chinese).



Btw, I dreamt, some Cyworld guy phoned me to tell me the registration number!
And he spoke Korean, and the only thing I understand was the number!
It was: 8


(o_ _)ノ彡☆バンバン　ギャハハハ
Well, it's the Chinese lucky number, so let's hope for the best.




Well, that's it!
What a post, peeps! Hahas
I'm just the best blogger out there!

Kidding, but I rarely have 4 topics at the same time to talk about!


Anw, cheers and see you soon!

Chu, Ailing

P/s: I needed 5 attempts to write known corright!
It always turned out to be Kwon >.<

PARADISE - 松下 優也

The real reason why I don't blog, is no motivation to blog.


There are many things, which I'd like to share with the world, but some mental wall in my brain is preventing me from putting them into words, which satisfy my high authorial demands.

That's why.



Inspired by Korean fashion I decided to walk only in heels.
Korean heels are acutally about 9cm high + 2cm plateau.

This makes women 11cm taller than they are.
Considering that street models (idk how to call them) should be around 164-170, a korean women could be 181cm tall.
WTF

This is a bit very tall!

Anyways, I got the feeling that inside our house I can perfectly walk on heels, but outside the way I walk seems to be rather bumpy.
I need to practice a lot.



Ebay and online stores make me get addicted to fashion.
Although, there are some sick fashion bloggers people out there, who take addicted to a meaning, far beyond my understanding of addiction. (?)


So, most of the time I'm online, I surf Korean online stores and check out their shoes and clothings (and bags).

What I like about Korean fashion is the mature touch it has.
Often cool and edgy, but also very feminine.

Unlike gal fashion, which is very childish and cute, Korean fashion could be called stylish instead.


Since I like both styles I really started to question, my kind of style, or whether I got one.

I like childish&cute popteen style, funky&crazy ranzuki style, a bit punk&goth jelly style, romantic&classic vivi style and edgy&mature Korean style.

Wtf don't I like? I don't like too much punk and goth and decorah. Hahas ❤


Anyways, atm I'm focussing on purchasing Korean style and Vivi style clothings (but not Liz Lisa, I hate that brand!)


I still need a pair of skinny jeans (ordered at yeststyle now suddenly they tell me out of stock lar, fuck you!)
and a pair of heels.

As for the Vivi style, I need some oversized cardigan or some wool oversized top in general (see first pic at the top!)
(Actually Korean people also seldome wear tight tops)


Ok, here's a pic, I bothered to do for you, cuz I'm nice.



See any of the girls (kays, could be just one girl) walking around in baggies or non-heels?
Told ya.

Actually, (as with all fashion styles) you can always wear things which don't exactly fit into the style you are wearing, but it still looks convincing, when the rest of the outfit matches the style. (figure out the sense of this sentence yourself!)

Like, when they don't wear heels they mostly wear chucks/converse shoes, to maintain that cool and sporty look.

Oh and if you're starting some suicidal (is there any word like that? ok, a d was missing) thoughts cuz those girls' legs are imba long, rest assured, I swear, that they are pulled longer digitally.


And this pic shows you some of their shoe designs. Totally fantastic!
I know the shoes are really small on the pics, but you can take a look at the awesome outfits at the same time!
Everybody Yaaaay


err btw... you can click on both pics to see a bigger version of them!


The time will come when I do a post about the most beautiful street models.
Looks forward to it, since there are such beautiful beings out there!
Hahas ❤



+ I want an Alexa bag.
Idk what's so cool about that Alexa Chung faggot, since she's ugly as hell and looks incredibly old (ok, she is~) and her hairstyle is just i use my hair to scrub the floor can?, especially her fringe.
Retarded to the max. Woah, so ugly can?!
(Like and old witch)

And yes, I'm jealous. I would die just to be called Chung.
Chung Chung Chung. Pls go back to the place where your kind of people live, who cut their hair with a sharp stone. Gross! ty ［Edit:and also it looks somehow super constant oily can?］

Anyways, the bag, which was named after her... poor victim, is well... idk by Mulberry?
No, let's put it that way, Mulberry just used some super plain bag shape for some of their bags, named it Alexa and suddenly it got all ex can?
Fu!


In case you think Wah! Last time she say she wan Miu Miu bag, now want other bag! How she ever going to find a husband?!

I want both bags, kays? (in fact, I did say I want several bags~)
Actually, atm, there's a total of 3 bags I want!

In case the husband matter is really related to this: you got a point~


I'd also like to add, that no way I gonna buy the original one, cuz I don't support stupid, brands like Mulberry (may it go bancrupt Hahahaha) and that fugly Alexa.

I know H&M got that bag atm, but, the material is so cheap to the touch~.





Wow, I feel like I talk so much.
Bah! I wish we had sth to eat at home, but dun hv~


Chu, Ailing

P/s: I know I can't really call her faggot, but the words sounds so specially made for her!

P/p/s: Chu^3

P/p/p/s:

I actually don't care about ugly people/ ugliness, as long as their obvious ugliness is not pervertedly underrated to an extent, that it is just widely regarded as beauty.

P/p/p/p/s: which is the case with a.chung, uglyness darn, rihanna ('s voice), beyoncé, 90% of all models, haute couture, 99% of all chanel bags, john galliano's face and everything else related to the clown, valentino's V logo, IU (hahas ❤), nichkhun's (non-existent) singking skills and handsomeness, mediocre korean boybands, singing children, some babies, ...

돌아올순 없나요 (Ver 1) - 디셈버

I'm blogging because I have a bad conscience
So?
How's your new year?

Got any plans or wishes or New Year resolutions ?



After reading sth I started wonder which attitude towards new years is smarter/ righter/ etc...

Starting it full of hopes and enthusiasm, or keeping the realistic point of view and remain aware of the fact that the new year is basically the same as always (as if anything has changed~)

I don't know, what's more correct, but I guess being a bit optimistic and full of good resolutions, brings on more forward (ok, is this corright English) than the other bored outlook.


Well, according to FT Island and several anime characteres like Naruto, we should always belive in ourselves and never stop Fighting !
がんばろうよ!

I really want to know if life in animes is easier or not than real life~







Btw this is no real post, I'm just proving that I'm still living

The reason why I don't/ didn't blog, is...


AS SIMPLE AS IT CAN GET:
I aso got a life leh not



Stuffs:

• I order lots of stuff @ yesstyle, will show u the things when they arrived (which is only around mid February, cuz they like ship once per century (?!)
• I got AAA++++++++++ for my Singlish paper
• I gained so much weight my BMI must be around normal normal >.<
• I wonder why I still looks rather skinny, though I got so fat
• I dunno how to celebrate New Year in two days! Noone there to celebrate!
• I crave for a Miu Miu bag!
• I crave for lots of bags, because of ebay >.<
• I crave for a certain (or for several certains) bespoke/ custom-tailored capes/ coats
• I dunno how to lose all that weight again, w/o skipping dinner. Which I can't rly skip cuz of my parents. I start smoking or what?
• My room is so messy, it hurts entering it
  Speaking of my room.... Things which lie on the floor, but don't belong there:
  
  
  • 3 1/2 pair of heels
  • 8 handbags
  • 3 shopping bags
  • 5 books
  • countless clothes
  • 4 heart shaped pillows
  • 1 fluffy white pillow
  • sweets (wrapped in paper!
  • 2 other types of shoes
  • 1 cosmetic bag/case
  • ...
  Bah! Hopeless~

Anways, that's it.

Proper post on its way!


Chu, Ailing

왜 그랬어? (Feat. 문명진, ACE of 파란, 말죽거리 음악사) - 허니패밀리(Honey Family)

Nice isn't it? Hahas~

Btw the bear is totally copyrighted under my name since I'm 4 years old, KAYS?
Noone is allowed to reproduce this bear. Noone.
Tytyty~

Oh, the bear is the mascot of my blog! So double copyright la!



Omo! You don't know how OTL tired I am!
The last two weeks I didn't really sleep, ytd stay awake until err.... 5am!!!
And I'm feeling so bad, cuz I dun really have Christmas presents for everyone and I haven't even decided on which meal/dish/kiss-my-ass I gonna prepare for tomorrow!
So no single ingredient, too!

And I'm so tired, I just can't get myself to move OTL2DCORE~

(Btw, I think saying omo is totally wannabe - and that's really strange with me, because I nvr heard any Korean saying omo until now + I dun watch Kdramas.
But it looks better than omg~)


Wah! I could suicide ᅲᅲ
And it's getting dark already. Oh no!





Ks, I actually just wanted to wish you all* some happy days, especially to
Donghae, FT Island, TVXQ and hmm~

Why them? because I just want them to be happy and enjoy themselves, as well as everybody else.
Oh and may your presents be awesome!


Chu, Ailing

P/s: oh, because I'm super pathetic, you all means everyone except smellylife and her kum gong friends.
Hahas *pseudo feeling superior*

P/p/s: I forgot to mention that my next lay will probably be totally un-kawaii !!!

P/p/p/s: I nearly started the post scriptum above with oh again, but I overused this word in this entry already! >.<